My Inner Self?

Update

2007-08-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

Back to updating my dust collecting BLOG!! Didn't update for 2 months!! WOo~~
Been busy, now working and also attending SSA activities. Learnt alot of things and also get to know many many new friends and sisters!!
This month is a tiring month for me but I getting used to it. Now thinking of going for part time study for a Degree!
Need to save up money~ But not to sure what course shld I and take, Account or HR or General Business??
Sick this month, today didn't go work. Whole body ache and stomach cramp. This is the 3rd time didnt go for work! Oopz....
Yesterday took 1 hr leave earlier to sent my mom @ the train station, actually wanted to have dinner with her but she was almost late to catch the train so didnt have the chance to take dinner with her. This time round did not spent much time with her as am working. But really treasure the time spent with her. Now she looked so nice and good! Happy for her!
Now thinking whether to get this DKNY watch, and also whether to go change my image, go for a hair perm. Haha~~
Enjoyed the Kukup Trip thought I was sick, but still enjoyed it!! Now HDz are closer just that Min missed out the fun!! Playing and eating those childhood things... damn funny! Can't wait for the next trip!
Now learning more things in my office and enjoying it all the challenges I faced! Last friday met up with 4/1 ppl. Had dinner at Village, the marche and before that was at Orchard with my Thai colleague and bought some staff. And met Reen! That night chat with them till late, went to Coffee Club after dinner. Nice catching up with them. Last met them was in Jan! So many things are happening to me! And I found back my joy and happiness! The last time that am so happy was long ago. Now am really a Brand NEW me!! *Wee*

Update

2007-06-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

Whee~~ back to update my blog. Celebrated Hui's 22nd Birthday on Saturday, dinner at Riverside the Indonesian food. Service was rather bad but food was nice. Haha~~ Had fun during the dinner, catching up with others, chat. Sat Reen's BF car, speed driver, that's what i can say... After dinner, went to pick up Shan and off we head to Jurong, for PRAWING!!!
It was my 1st trying on prawning! And I say is FUN!! Really taste patience, there were lots of ppl. My catch was zero, actually could catch 3, but I pull the rod too FAST! =(
But never mind, will try my luck next time. Hope Hui had enjoyed her birthday, sorry didnt want to club that day. Really hoped Hui enjoyed her Birthday in Jurong, a unique venue!
Went home ard 4am, slept at 6am that day, flipping through newspaper recuitment, looking for jobs.
Yep, now still hunting for jobs, went for interview and need to wait for 2 weeks for the company to get back to me so at the mean time looking for more jobs, last night just sent another resume out. Hope could get a reply soon frm the agency if not I really need to go take up a temp job to pass my time and also to earn some living money for me!!!
Now really treasure all my friends around me, especially HDz they all, because I known them more nearly a decade!! Starting from next yr!! Time really flies and really need to put in effort to maintain the friendship, stronger then before, understanding each person almost inside out!! And I find that pretty scary too and also amazing as we know what each of us are thinking or next move... Hope the friendship will last till even each of us have their own family. Till we are OLD, we are still close sisters!!
Today chat with shan on the phone for nearly an hour! The last time I chat with her for so long was when during her preparation for paper at Coffee Bean! Hope can spent more time with HDz!!
Take Care ppl!! Those who want to see photos frm Europe, you guys have to come my place to view them. Sorry, I couldn't post all of them online as I took over 700+ photos!! x_O"

Photos

2007-05-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

The photos are in random because of the vertical and horizontal photos.

Wee! Bon Jour!!

2007-05-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

Hey hey~~!! Am back frm my Europe trip. And am down with a bad flu with bad bad sore throat. Now on medication, have been ill for 3wks. Bad bad... *sob sob* See doctor cost me a BOMB man.. $72 for 2 visit... (>_<")
Will upload some very nice scenary photos taken by me. Heehee... When I got the money will get a good camera. haha~~ Experience during the trip was ok, not a very happy one cause have some conflicts with my siblings. Haiz~~Dont want to talk abt it. Is already over. Went to many places. Went France-Paris, London, Edinburgh, Frankfurt(pass-by 1 night stay), Holland-Amsterdamm, Switzerland-Interlaken and Spain-St.Sebastian. Eat western meal till sick of it. Ate Mac Donalds there as is cheaper. Couldn't finish the food as all the serving are very big. My siblings could finish the food!! I couldn't.. Ate the least among them. Surprising!! Bought mostly are postcards as they are the cheapest and also lightest to bring back home. Most expensive thing I bought was a Guide Bk of the Versailles, a palace, everywhere in GOLD... See till blurr and the place is BIG. Dont know can hold how many soccer field man! Went to the Louvre, saw the Mona Lisa. Not used to the weather in the beginning but slowly like the weather. Lowest temp is -3 degrees at Top Of Europe at Swiss. At london 8degress like that. Is the wind that I cant take it. At the mountain of Swiss wore 4 layers of clothings. Took lots of photos at Keukenhof, tulips!
Now life is abit screwed up, but am trying my best to Stand Up. Will be busy this month. Got lots of things to learn and pick up!

KL trip + Genting

2007-01-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

hey hey... now am at my mom's shop. Just reached back frm Genting in the afternoon. Went KL on friday afternoon, went to the famous KL chinatown. Went to take dinner there, dinner was 'hor fun' and 'fu jian mian' the black noodle. Very nice the food!!! And also not forgetting to get a MUST drink item which is the Luo Han Guo drink! I drank 2 cups!! Is just damn damn NICE!!!
After dinner, start walking ard and looking at bags etc.... saw alot of COACH, Gucci, LV bags... then 1 bag caught my attention and asked for the price. It was selling at RM95!! I was like (O_O") shocked! then consider the bag and walked off looking out for other stalls if have the similar bag but found none except that only stall. So head back, while walking back to that stall, suddenly a man behind me said to my ear "xiao jie, ni hen mei." I didnt turn back and look at him but just walked off. I was like diao(-__-") then told my mom abt it. My mom asked who i said i didnt turn and look at him. Cause I walked pass that stall twice i think. Then my mother helped me offer the bag price, insist Rm60, but the guy say cannot, too low, he offer RM75. But my mom still insister her offer price, at the end managed to get that offer. Bought a wallet too, my mother also offer a very very price, and also managed to get it. My mother told me the trick is offer 1 price, if they dont want, just walk off. My mother helped me save alot of money, she said if I alone, confirm chop guarantee will be KE TOK by those ppl.
Next say went to attend the ceremony, and went to stage to help my aunt to collect her cert. Evening time, followed my mom's friend and went to Genting!! Went to First World Hotel. When I reached there, bad stomache!!! +(
Went to buy medicine frm Watson, those chinese medicine for stomache. Watched American Idol, damn funny!! Went to to Casino ard 12.30am! Walked ard and see ppl gamble. Fun eh, see ppl gamble!! hahaha... then went to get some hot drinks supplied by the casino, to keep me warm as it was really cold at night! Went to the non-smoking area and asked 1 of the working staff there how to play the jackpot. As both me and my mom don't know. I watched my mom play and she was so HIGH!! We sat there for abt an hr plus!! Won 5 times of the our starting bet, but we just kept on playing... just for fun.. went back hotel 3am! Checked out at 9am! Then my mom and I took shuttle bus frm Genting to KL bus terminal then frm there change bus and head back to my grandma place. Took us 3hrs to get back HOME. Now having headache as I think insufficient sleep. Had fun these few days!!!WEeee!!!!! HaPPy haPpY HAppIIEee!!!!

Zouk

2007-01-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

Went Zouk with reen last night, it was like a last min decision. Afternoon went to parkway with my cousin and shop around there and bought some staionery. On tuesday went Vivo with reen as she didnt went there before, we walked around, went Levis, Adidas, Zara, Forever 21 etc.. but didnt get anything. Except me, bought a set of VCD and a box of chocolate.
Reached Zouk at 11.30pm, bought beer and took us a while to get out drinks as all the crew was busy, some have attitude problem but at least still managed to get our drinks as they know we have been waiting for a while.
Then not sure if there's any event as there were lots of foreigners there. It was very packed at the dance floor, reen and I was like dancing in a hot room. We entered the dance floor and slowly the next thing we realised was we were nearly out from the dance floor as we were forced to move out, as the other clubbers was like pushing. >_<"
This was also the 1st time we met lots of GL (guai lan) ppl!! Guys! Really GL big time k!!! Got this group of guys keep coming near us and like want to join me and reen but the usual thing reen and i dont give a damn. Then another one was dancing infront of reen, cutting between me and reen. We noticed this guy touched another lady, chi tofu... then i quickly pulled reen away. Both of us were surround by GL ppl... Bad experience... we stayed there till 4am then head down to mac for breakfast! We stayed there till 6am to take the 1st bus, my cousin treat us breakfast... heehee... enjoyed the time spent with reen. See when will stop going clubbing. Reen, you know my answer when I will stop clubbing?? =p
Just to inform you guys, I wouldn't be ard Sing the next week as I will be in malaysia, need to attend a ceremony, so maybe will be back in end of the month.
Ciao!! dance dance shake shake... till muscle ache... hahha

Photos

2007-01-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

Will be uploading lots of picture to do the talking.
I bought bio essence products and had spent a BOMB of S$100++
Went out to Orchard with Reen and met Hui & Mag @ Far East 06/01/07
Went Raffle City Sushi Tei with Reen on tuesday 09/01/07
I arrange it in sequence of events.

New Year Eve 06/07

My new facial product Bio Essence

Saturday 060107

Dinner @ Raffles City Sushi Tei 090107

Last day being 21

2007-01-11T15:54:00.000+08:00

yup yup~~ time do really FLY!! Turning 22 in less then 9hrs!! Will be doing lots of changes in my life when I turn 22. Will be a very very busy year for me. Have just joined another company and my ID was 088!! heehee.. nice figure right? So I must make sure I really am going to FA FA.
21 have gone throught quite a lot, lots of UPs and DOWNs. Have learnt some things from it. Have been working for the past 4 and a 1/2 months doing data entry. And I really treasured my time there, the people and of course the scenary! Will never forget that wonderful scenary. Hope this year would be a much better year for me, no more stress or depression for me. I want to stay HAPPY and HEALTHY! This is what I pray for and also all the people around me are too happy and safe. This is just what I want. A very very simple life. *Smiles*
Past 2 weeks did quite a lot of drinking and party and also shopping around... Yesterday went to get the ingredients for tomorrow dinner! Still need to get some more things later on, till the rain stops. Hope tomorrow it wouldn't rain. I also hope by this yr or latest next yr before march can get my driving licence! *fingers cross*
Just now was doing 1 collection of myself, different looks I had before. Conclude my past few years of life. Ha Ha...
Going to clean up my messy life up!!
Fang Fang JIA YOU~ JIA YOU~ JIA YOU~!!!

Happy New Year 2007

2007-01-01T06:07:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!! Sorry for not updating for nearly 3 full mths!! Last friday was my last day of work. Have received lots of CHOCOLATES frm my colleagues and bosses!! Will missed them!!
Had a wonderful night, watched movie @ PS, Confession of Pain. Not bad la the moviem after that had dinner at Pizza Hut then went to Double O after that! Counted down over there! 1st time went to Dbl O. Ok lah the place but still prefer ZOUK. heehee... met my colleagues at the toilet!! haha.. and saw some funny things at Dbl O. Modern Cinderella... saw a pair of heels.. laying ard... damn funny. Took quite a number of photos, will upload them after I've edited them.
2007 will be a happening year for me! Guys, I might be very busy with my things till I wouldn't contact you all etc... give me some time to do my things, abt 3yrs time? Need to sort of things out. Just got back home frm East Coast Hong Kong Cafe. Not bad the food but rather expensive.
Wish everyone Happy 2007 and stay HEALTHY!!! CIAO!!!
With LOADS of HUGS & KISSES!!!

SHOPPING = SPLURGE

2006-10-12T22:54:00.000+08:00

haha~~ like what my title says... this week is a SPLURGE week for me man.. think coming week need to depend on bread and green tea to survive!!! Just now met up with Hui, were suppose to go Marina Sq but end up didnt go. But still meet up. After work, I took train down to Cityhall and walked ard the new basement at Raffles City, window shopping looking out for gift for my friend. Then went up to Coach and saw Joshua who was on the phone with Min. Went to chat with my ex-colleagues and there was an event happening soon, lucky didnt met my ex-manager. Went to the old MPH and didnt know they shifted to the basement so down I went and got the book in my wishlist, Jack Canfield - The Success Principles. Didnt get the book cover so decided to wrap it up myself.
Had dinner at this new japanese Ninja resturant, food ok, price ok, ambience GOOD! Service wise, hui gave 2 stars out of 5... haha.. coz sth happened. The ICE CREAM IS DAMD NICE!!!! MUST TRY!!! I ordered the black saseme with red bean and hui ordered green tea with red bean. The shop only 1 week old. After dinner, no time to head down so walked ard City Link, went into Madana (think so, shop that sell gifts) eyed on the card holder which cost $19.90 and then head to MintMark. Saw one necklace and it cost $29! An egg design with wings! Hui saw it first, it was cute! Also have the ear ring, but very small. Then still did not manage to get anything so head to Missha to see sth and GOSH!! It really cost me a BOMB!! Spent nearly $100 over there!!! This include my friend present in it! Bought hair coating essence, rosewater facial mist, 1 makeup set (present) and 1 series hair care for damage hair (better be good, if not i will be jumping mad).
Monday met up with Hui and went Marina Sq, had dinner over there and had a good chat with her. Went The Face Shop and Hui got some products back and got the membership card. Think she is collecting Korean makeup shop membership cards! Think she left only Skin Food membership card. *heehee* I got Missha membership card. yeah!!
This week OT on monday and wed. Last night dinner alone at Kallang Airport, ate the Wan Tan mee, not bad! Bought some khuei back home for tomorrow breakfast.
Think after this month I will be very busy as I have plans already!! Sometimes when working really need some SHOPPING THERAPY!! It just really makes a person feel good! But at the same time damages to the wallet too.. Hmm.... Why do we tend to spent MORE when we earn MORE???
Last sat went KTV with Hui!! Had so much fun! We sang hokkien song!! I kept laughing!! Then after KTV, accompany hui to get her friend present at crabtree and Kalm. Then after that head home to prepare myself as Hui organise chilling out at Forbidden City. That particular night HAZE was very BAD!! PSI = 150! There were some party going on at Clarke Quay so LOADS of ppl!! And I WAITED for an hr! All ALONE. >_<" Waited till I having fever... stand outside Forbidden City alone. Then later Shan and Min came. But the main cast still have not arrive so we left 1st. Coz I was tired and was running fever. Headed home and sleep! Now once a week, i need a 12hr sleep to get back those I missed out. Now becoming Panda! arh...
But now am happy with I am doing and also what I have bought!! Heehee... Shopping Therapy WORKS!! But of coz not too OFTEN!!! Once in a blue moon is ok.
Photos taken. Bottom the earliest.

Shopping~!!

2006-09-24T13:38:00.000+08:00

Went shopping with HDz and steph on friday evening after work... showed them the heels that I was eyeing on when last week went Far East with hui. When big group of ppl go shopping if fun but at the same time hard to see things too.. haha... we walked around Far East and our each of us bought a cup of bubble tea, straw all same colour which is RED. I wanted to take yellow but the others insist me taking the red one... so funny... each drank different flavour. Shan- Honeydew milk tea, Hui-Strawberry ice blended, Von-Yam milk tea, Min-Chocolate Ice Blend and for Me-Champange Red Tea. Went to Scotts to have my birthday present necklace fixed as I accidently broke it.. *sobs sobs*
Saw Ah Boy and chat with him for a little while as I was busy looking at heels, haha... Min and Hui was chating with him.. then few minutes later we saw eugene and gerald. Shan chat with them while me and hui went to looked for the shop the heels with flower design. Actually Hui and I wanted to get a pair of heels which is abt 3 inchs high but end up did get it... Had a few pairs of heels in my mind right now but my budget was less then 30. There was a few pairs out of my budget. hmm~~~ *thinking*
Dinner at Raman Ten which steph recommend. The food I find it normal, nothing special. Went off to eat some supper with hdz and kelvin. We were making TONS of noise in the car!! We were sharing jokes and also some cold jokes... it was so funny... when kelvin want to asked us abt a question on Andy Lau, Hui and I just said we know the answer!! When kelvin haven even started on the question and we both said we know the question!!!! It was so so funny!!! Really treasure all the time I had with HDz and all the ppl ard me!
On thursday went for meeting, and on my way there, bought the delicious gyoza from maxwell, I also bought spring onion biscuit and red bean paste biscuit! Smart of me to packet rice for myself as I reached the meeting place, there were not enough food for all the people who attended the meeting and I didnt get the chance to taste the spring onion biscuit. But manage to taste the red bean paste biscuit whic is very nice! Didnt get to eat the gyoza too! Guys, when you all are at Maxwell food centre, must try the Santo Gyoza!!! Its awesome!!
Uploaded all the photos frm my phone and I realised I looked so different throughout the year!! haha...
Yesterday stayed at home whole day watching My Lovely Samsoon then cooked noodle for my dad as his stomach was not feeling too well. Then at night something happening happen! haha~~ I met up with min for super(actually my dinner) at 10pm, actually was thinking of going to eat Fei Fei wantan mee/ Dunman Foodcourt. But you know what, we took cab and head down to Geylang to eat 126(wan tou sek) dim sum~~~!!! We ordered 6 items and had a good chat with min! It was so FUN!! Wished other Hdz could joined both of us. Next time go together k? Hdz, to Wan Tou Sek geylang eat dim sum!! That's all.. need to do house chores.. bye~~~

Update time

2006-09-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

hey hey~~ long time didnt update.. i know here is collecting dust already... maybe even have spider webs too..
hahah~~ things are going fine with me... am still happy with my job, now looking for ways to add more colours into my working life... this week was a fulfilling one for me, spent 3 days with my mom who was back from malaysia. Went to pick her up on saturday evening, waited for her 3 hrs at the train station, the train was delayed so I bought newspaper and sat there to read newspaper while waiting for her. By the time we reached home was already 11pm!! The following day went to parkway with her and she did some shopping, she even got lost in parkway as she dont know where is where. I treat her ice cream at Scoopz and I ate the Rum & Raisin and guess what!! I got abit 'drunk' after eating the ice cream!!! the rum was rather strong I shld say. Dinner at home with my whole family!! Steamboat!! 2 different types, one is with the hotplate and the other one is just normal steamboat, i ate the one with the hotplate and the soup is without seafood, so those who want to eat steamboat need to sit another table! the dinner was AWESOME!!!
Monday after work, met up with my mom at bugis and treated her Pasta Mania, she ate the mediterrean and I ate the spicy chicken with combo which include soup, bread and drink so that both of us can share and also ordered another side order which is the chocolate banana pizza! Thanks shan for recommending this DELICIOUS pizza to me!! Walked around bugis, did not get anything then my mom went to Bugis Village there to get some cassette tapes. After that we headed home. On tuesday, after work meet up my mom again at the health company which is at riverwalk now, so made my way there by walking over from my working place and drop by hui's working place to return her the money which i owe her. After the meeting went to Maxwell Centre to take dinner, had claypot rice, veggie, lotus soup, curry chicken with bread, sugarcane drink and gyoza! It was a filling dinner~!!! Wednesday did not sent my mom off as i need to rush down frm my work place to the train station and I not very familar how to walk frm my working place.
So I walked to cityhall frm my working place and I took my time to make my way to cityhall and I enjoyed the secenary of CBD area and also the singapore river and the padang there. Went to cityhall to meet von to return her the KTV money. I owe so many ppl money!! But I already cleared all! Yippie!
Night time, went clubbing at ZOUK!!! It was FUN! But need to leave early as i need to work the following day!! went with von, joyce, her sis and some of her friends.
The next day, I had a heavy breakfast to keep me awake and also a heavy lunch to let me have the energy! But in the afternoon, start to STONE already!! Drank tea to keep me awake!! Friday had dinner with my family at joo chiat area then after that went to parkway to get some ingredients for my salad and egg mayo for saturday as I'm going to meet my GG juniors for picnic. Saturday went ECP, sat there frm like 12noon till 4pm and we chatted long, it was breezy and it was cloudy... saw some funny ppl at the park. And I got SUNBURN!! I was wearing sleeveless polo tee and my arm was BURN so was my face!! So now my arms and face is RED!! Bought the watson after sun lotion and fasio point makeup remover as i bought the mascara and i couldnt remove it so need to get their remover. Applied one layer of lotion when i was onboard the bus as my arm was feeling HOT. When reached home an hr later, went to bed and sleep till 11am this morning (17/9/06). I was damn tired and my aircon was spoiled on friday night so there were no aircon for me for 2 nights just with my fan facing me.
Today(17/9/06) went out with hui, went to orchard and bought 1 eye curler frm shiseido! Did lots of window shopping, went to lots of shoe shops... eyeing on heels with flowers... haha.. went to far east, tangs, wisma, taka, heeren and PS. Might be getting some eye serum, concelor and heels? haha.. enjoyed myself today!! Walked frm 4pm to 9.45pm!!! Thanks HUI!!! For accompanying me!! To so MANY shoe shops!!! *hugs*
Had some plans with Hui on going shopping again on friday! And also go pedi/manicure! haha... girls shopping~~ what to do... hahaha
went to coach to see my colleague but did not get to talk to the male colleague... haha~ went over to TODs and looked for my sayang... hahaha...
Hope this coming week as happening as the one I had!! I am so HAPPY now!!! ^_^
*blush* face red enough already... heehee

update

2006-08-19T14:04:00.000+08:00

hey hey~~ sorry for not updating abt my happenings since after I got back HOME. Now working so did not update much, just started working on tuesday. Doing SOME scanning, entering data and sorting paper... contract for 3 mths think by the end of the contract I would have managed thousands and thousands of paper as only the first 4 days I think I have already managed 1000+ papers. Even got myself cut by papers.. >_<"
Have met up 4/1 ppl and also HDz except 4th HDz Hui. Busy girl... Played pool three times this month, last night met up with PY and played with her... this time round more awake to play as previous time couldn't concentrate and got TRASHED by her... yesterday more HIGH... hahaha....
New colleagues are ok, but still dont know most of their names only recognise their faces... haha... went to sign contract on monday and start work on tuesday. FASt right!!
On National Day, went to my sis place to see the fireworks and once Mr. President left the stadium I also left my sis place as afraid I couldnt get on the bus But I was stuck at my sis bus stop there for like 30mins waiting for the BUS!! I think I would reached home faster if I have walked home. When on my way to my sis place, Mr President was also preparing to go to the stadium and on the way saw traffic police officers standing at traffice light junction there waiting to stop the traffic for Mr. President to make his way to the stadium.
Till now havent go Orchard, later going somerset to meet my friend. Havent been to ZOUK after got back HOME. But now working cannot go CLUB... arh... that's all.. think later go and window shop for bag/heels. Think so... Want to meet up lots of ppl!! Need to plan man!!
That's all... nothing much to mention. Take Care & CIAOZ~!

Update life in malaysia

2006-07-25T14:57:00.000+08:00

Was alone yesterday as my mom went back singapore. She will be back on thursday morning, hope she had a good talk with my dad.
Called min this morning and chat with her for like 15mins... wished her happy birthday and also asking if she received an sms i sent through samsung website, using points to sent a birthday msg as I never tried before. I stayed at my mom's shop till like 10pm then go upstairs, actually wanted to stay longer but then the coffeeshop beside my shop was closed so don't dare to stay too late as my shop was the only lighted one.
Did some reading from my mom's computer, looking at powerpoints slides and writing down important things.
Had naan with chicken and a packet of teh tarik as dinner. Which cost me RM6.50.
Didnt get to sleep well last night as kept dreaming... Will be back HOME next wednesday... will be meeting up lots of ppl... PY they all.. Adeline and I was thinking of having a durain trip!! go geylang and eat durain!! *yummy*
Today not able to go Min's chalet... kind of sad... haiz... just read hui's and reen's blog.. all seems to be facing problems... hmmm....
Was looking at mobile phones online and asking around and comparing phones.. asking my poly friends - Tini and Xiao Han... Think will only upgrade my phone when my contract left a few days. Cause my contract ending soon in 2 mths time.
Last but not least want to say Happy 21st Birthday MIN!!!

Feeling better~!

2006-07-21T14:50:00.000+08:00

YUp... have been feeling much much better after sick for 2 whole days... same old illness came to pay me a visit. The illness which landed me in hospital 2 yrs back then. Dermatitis... Lips swollen then followed by small pus pimples forming around my mouth area... swollen till numb... (>_<")
Went to hospital at around 11pm plus to take one itch jab and one steriod jab, felt better after the jab... swell went off... then morning came back again... duh... (x_X )night time went to see another doctor.. long queue man... after taking the medication better... now the pimples are drying and the skin around my lips are all drying up.. shading skin.. but need to apply cream to keep it mositure...
Was about to head back home to changi hospital to see doctor if the medicines are not helping me... do not want my father to know if i am back in sing. Areas where mosquito bite me are now still red and swollen... have been applying cream.. still red but not that itchy...
Today, Tini my beloved friend brighten up my day with a joke.. which makes me laugh.. but I cant laugh coz will make my skin crack... she is still as naughty as ever... she will be there for me when I needed her... same goes to my HDZ!! *hugs tightly* GOD i miss you guys SO SO SO MUCH!!!! Just love them so dearly!! Wonder what will happen to my life if I didnt meet them. Think will be quite dull.. They add spice and colours to my life! same goes to PY you all lah... haha... my MSN pal!! keep playing game with her.. thanks for accompany me in MSN. haha...
Want to meet up all my friends back HOME!!! just miss you GUYS so much much!! Thanks for adding colours to my life and always being there for me. A Big shout out "THANK YOU!!"

Back frm KL

2006-07-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

Got back KL this afternoon, the talk yesterday was great! Learnt more things from the talk. Went to stay overnight at my mom's friend house. They brought us to their nearby shopping centre and it was still under renovation. Not all the shops are open.
Morning went to take breakfast nearby and I ate 2 roti prata and a cup of milk tea. The prata is nicer then the one selling at my house there. After that went to take malaysia mrt, which they called it LRT.
Next time I think I would dare take bus frm my grandmother place to KL and take the LRT to KL's chinatown. To Plaza Rakyat station from Titiwangsa station. Bad thing was I dont speak malay nor understand malay.
Went to have a hair cut just now, trim my hair... now my fringe is slant one... haha... the cost is only RM7. Later going for my massage.
Just now cried when after reading my brother's email to my mom. Strong feeling that I will be living with my mother in near future. So I think you guys can roughly know what I meant right. Since all of you so smart.
I really do not want to live in fear, now a days when I think of what will happen when I am back home, it just frightens me. I dare not think abt it.
Time may be tough for me and my mom but both of us believe that we can make it through. Is just that we only need time. My family just dont understand us, my mom kept telling me that what I am experiencing is exactly the same thing she had experienced before. I am the maid of the house and even maid get paid, but I dont. No work, but still paying for marketing things. I dont know how you all think, maybe you all think I thinking wrongly. But the thing is we see things differently. This year is not a very good year for me. Everything is going haywire... I am sandwiched in between my parents and now is my family. My mom said I am ignorant. Which I shldn't be involved in between my parents.
Even my therapist told me not to get involved in my parents matter as only they themselves adult can solve the problem. I can't help them.
*ARH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I feel like running away, but I know I can't run away frm my problem. I need to face it.
gtg.. ciao~~~ *trying to smile.... cheese... = ) *

Update life in malaysia

2006-07-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

Have not been doing much over here, except go massage daily and also playing neopets. But got abit tired of the games, have been doing some reading on the products which my shop is selling and also the plan. Had a better understanding on the marketing plan.
These few days also had slim down abit because of the massage which I am receiving. Tomorrow will be going down to KL to attend a talk at the HQ. Will be spending one night at KL then coming back to my grandmother place on sunday.
These few days did not sleep well also, nose bleed yesterday not sure why suddenly nose bleed. Had been drinking lots of water lately. My grandmother not feeling to well, sth happened to her and I am worried for her.
I need to find my sense of direction soon, as I am lost in direction in life. Keep heading no where and I need to find one SOON! Have not been doing much this year and am abit dissappointed with myself. But have a feeling that I will be very successful in the future. Now am just the testing period for me, I need to endure it and will see light soon.
Wonder what will I face when I am back HOME. Wonder if I need help from HDz anot, to let me stay in their place if in NEED. Dare not think abt it and also do not wish it would happen.
Now just wish those around me safe and healthy, everything goes smoothly for everyone. Just simple thinking... just wish for a simple life and most importantly be HAPPY. That's all. Alot of thinking inside my head now, alot to say but dont know how to express them out. Hmm~~~

Happy Birthday to Shan x2

2006-07-14T20:52:00.000+08:00

Now I wish to 'sing' a song to SHAN. "Happy Birthday to U~! Happy Birthday to U~! Happy Birthday to Shan Shan~! Happy Birthday to U~!" 'Sing' second time for you... heehee~~ Hope you really had a wonderful day and really best wishes for you!!!
How I really wish can celebrate your 21st birthday with you! I really even though of how to get back to Singapore just to wish you Happy Birthday and how to make my way back to malaysia. Really wish I can joined you for ur party.
Known you for 8yrs and time flies, 2 more years to go and we have known each other for a decade! That time must really celebrate. Having a close friendship is not easy as we need to give and take. Really been through lots of UPs and DOWNs with you, laugh together and cry together and you are always there for me when I need a listening ear. Even though this time we do not spent much time together but I really do treasure the time spent together. Not sure what will happen in years to come, so dare not say much. Wish you all the best in your studies and also in your love life, everything go smoothly for you...
I just hope our friendship can go as long as possible till we are grandmothers. haha~~ We may not be as closed as before but I treat you as my sister. We have different thinking in life, but whatever it is SISTERS FOREVER
Thanks for helping me make the konniyaku jelly and I didnt fulfilled my promise to you by helping you make POP CORN. Will help you make when I am back home k. *promise*
Once again, Happy Birthday!!

Lucky

2006-07-08T18:59:00.000+08:00

Lucky I was able to meet up with reen on wednesday (2wks ago) and went out with her to parkway to order my niece+nephew cake and after that went to PS to look for my niece present then went to orchard to get perfume! We got very good deals, next time will head back to that shop and when was abt to head to bus stop, saw my ex-colleagues at the tailor shop. Chat with them a min or 2 then went home.
Actually wanted to go ZOUK one with reen, but then didnt in the end as only 2 of us. The day when reen msged me I was so happy as at last got kaki to go clubbing with me.
Shan, Min and hui didnt know reen was back at that time, so I was meeting reen secretly. Haha... damn funny... I helped reen to ask where is shan and min when we were on our way home, just in case not to bump into them. And sure enough, reen did bumped into shan. It was so funny~~ I was at home then suddenly reen called and told me bad news and I told her she bumped into shan is it, as I could hear shan's voice at the back. hahaha... Reen, next time be more careful!! hahahahaha~~
Was abit sad as not able to celebrate bdays with shan and min. Shan, next time then make popcorn for you k. During ur bday, I can't make it. =x
Really hope I can spent time with all HDz during shan & min party. But too bad due to my illness and need to attend therapy.
Reen even suggested to me come back for 2 days to celebrate shans bday and stayed at someone place dont head back home. But who's going to pay my travel expenses?? Will be going KL next sat with my mom to attend a talk, after my therapy. There's ppl suggest to me to move out frm my house and live alone if possible. Haiz, dont want to think abt anything. Just relax for this month then see how things goes. Ciao~ time to watch those magic clip frm youtube. haha~~

Relaxed

2006-07-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

Here to update on my happenings. Came back to malaysia on tuesday evening, came back with my mother and grandmother. It was a last min decision for me to come in, as on tuesday morning had servere cramp again and my mom suggest me to come in malaysia to go for a massage.
My grandmother called my dad and told him that she is bringing me in, as I vomitted till like on tap. =x
Wednesday afternoon went to see the therapist and when she massage she straight away know that I am extreme stress and bottled up all my things to myself and told my mom that I am not happy at all, pretend to be happy infront of people only when in actual fact, I was over stressed. She said if I dont receive the treatment soon, I can go crazy sooner or later part of my life.
She adviced me to stay in malaysia for a month to receive the therapy course. So today is my 3rd session, I need to attend the therapy daily. She's helping me to unblock all the blockage in my body.
There are some food I can not consume at the moment like noodles, glutenious rice, coconut, vineger etc. Nothing much to do for me here except read books and surf net, play neopets and chat with friends.
Am surprised that I have depression. I can only helped myself, suddenly realised so many ppl are concerned abt me. My master, xiu ling and my buddy, tini and also PY and also hdz. Chat with them online.
I can't go anywhere except the night market and supermarket. No friends here but am relaxed over here even though I dont know malay and canto. Can understand canto abit but dont speak much. 2 times all alone in my mom shop, my mom just went for dinner and to watch ppl dancing. So I've prepared my own dinner twice, ABC soup! Wanted to go out now, but no place for me to go except watson, the store, another supermarket and the night market.
I havent told my dad abt me staying over here at malaysia for a month and my brother and sis, but did msg my bro-in-law abt my situation. My cousin knows abt my situation and she also agreed that I shld stay here at the moment to receive the therapy and relaxed for the time being rather than to suffer every month for my servere cramp.
Will be back by beginning of next month. I will missed out 4 parties, PY's, Tian Hua, Shan & Min.
Sorry gal, for not able to attend the party of urs. Min was hopping me that I could stay at her 1 wk chalet but too bad, I'm at malaysia. Take loads of photos k, I want to see even though I am away in malaysia.
You all will see me the cheerful fang again when I am back home k. Learnt to take things easily. Love you all and treat me the same way k, even though I have this illness at the moment. Take Care!!!

Eczema

2006-06-14T02:10:00.000+08:00

Back to update. Today woke up and notice my lips are SWOLLEN again!!! Same as 2 years ago~~~ I was so worried that I quickly called my mom and asked her for help. Cause it was bad and its itchy.
Now feeling better but lips are still swollen that is not that bad compared to morning. If tomorrow is still the same, will be heading down to hospital. I hope that I will not be admitted in.
My mom said my swelling lips can be cause by stress, diet and living environment. I did some reading on Eczema and some states it can cause by intense emotion. Last night cried because of my dad and also the things I want to do. Sometimes really wondering if I am suffering from depression or whatever illness. Am going crazy... feel like go for a blood test to check what I am allergic to.
Feel that my life and my family in a MESS! Who can save/guide me?? I think I am the only person who can help myself.
I can't stress myself!! I don't want end up in hospital again!!!!!

Update Time

2006-05-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging, nearly a month didnt update things. Had organized a steamboat dinner for HDz and all turned up, shan was late as she need to attend her friend's bday and we did left some food for her but she did not eat much, bought the yellow noodle for her but she did not eat. *sob sob* Met with min during the afternoon and she accompany me for lunch at hollywood and we saw roy and his family. Also met this funny sales guy who demo his toy car underneath the table when I was having my lunch. Did marketing with min and we bought a carton of drinks which is to be shared among the two of us. Dinner was fun, catch up with the others and hui showed us clips from the internet abt this japanese gay HG. It was damn funny and stupid lo.. but find this guys very daring.
Went to watch movie with jean and pei yoke on 11th may, Poseidon. Not that exciting as what I saw frm the advertisment. Similar situation as Titanic. After the movie, took photo with Jean with these 2 ppl from the art mesume? Polaroid photo. Went to bugis village with jean after that while pei yoke went to study at library. Her 'good' friend here pulled her along for the Poseidon movie~ heehee
My dad went china on Friday morning and home alone with my cousin for a week. My dad called on wednesday night and I told him I quit my job and chat with him on the phone. Thought he had sore throat but he told me not sore throat just dry because the weather over there is -13 degrees!! He said he is old already can not climb up the mountain as he can't breath normally. He even asked me what I want frm china and he said he buy those Tibet clothing for me when I told him no need. He will be back on monday morning. Without him around, feel kinda funny cause his car is at home but he is at china. I kept thinking he is at home.
Cleaned my room, sent resume to starhub. So currently am waiting for 2 STARS company to call me. If not I will go and help my mom already. Now waiting for my pay, quit my job and all of them were taken surprise. I cried for this job till my lips was swollen~! Can you imagine how long and hard I cried till lips swollen not eyes. I quickly stopped crying as I do not want to be admitted to hospital. So now need to return my uniform to them and also the promoter card.
Hope can get a job soon, not sure if I want to go to my sis's place to work temp. Today went to my primary school friend chalet at changi village! Went alone, went in early evening as was sort of afraid in the night. Took bus 2 to changi village and walked to her unit chalet. I was the only guest there, chat with her and watch "I'm Not Stupid 2". After that took bus 2 back to bedok to meet up with evelyn frm airport to get my poly txtbk back frm her. Chat with her for a while then headed home. That's all... I notice lots of ppl are viewing my profile in friendster~ after i post new photo up.. hahaha

Changi View

BBQ Kittens??

Me! Nice?

Tough Time

2006-04-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

Yup, having a tough time at my current working place. I was always being said abt the things I'm doing. From head to toe and also to the way I serve. Today kena my manager said abt the way I serve customers and also abt my hair when I have already pin up my fringe. Come on!! I am not SLOPPY looking ok. Then she asked me to go and observed other branded boutique on how they serve ppl etc...
Today got 3 sales, 2 on reservation will be calling them on monday. Today one of my customer told me I am the most friendliest among my other colleague. I was the greeter and foot flow person. Then they said I no need to stand at the corner and so stiff, I have already been walking ard my area. Sometimes really feel like crying man... cause I have some experience that my colleague are all a fake. Say one thing infront and behind say another thing. I know this is the real working world. Really wonder why they like to be FAKEs.
Wonder how long I can survive at my current working place. Cause not feeling too happy, sometimes really wondering if I've made the wrong choice and some more I have not signed the appointment letter. Going to work for 3 weeks already and I have not signed my letter. Am I getting weaker or what. Why is my innerself crying?? And the outer me smilling to customers? Really feel good when they smile or even greeted me back. I'm the only one that greet all the customers who step into the shop and also greet them again when they leave the shop. Am I too low class or what?
But whatever it is, what I did are all from my heart, with sincerity. I feel very tired even though just merely 2 weeks plus. Am already trying very hard to attempt to them. Really felt like asking my manager what was the reason behind that she want to employ me. Really felt like asking her.
One day really like quitting, but still haning on. I cried during my working time that morning. Tonight while I was on my way home, teared more then 3 times, but tears did not roll down my cheek. Now my tears are really rolling down now. I have the choice to quit right IF I find the job is not suitable for me. I don't care how the others looked at me as long as I am happy with what I am doing right?
Today my feet HURTS. Till my toe nails seems to be breaking, till my big toe the nerve hurts. Tiring day for me today. What shld I do? Can someone tell me?? Need some advice or whatever. I miss my mom and also miss HDZ!! Where are you all?!?!?!

Busy Girl

2006-04-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating~! Was really really very busy with my new job. Have been doing OT for the past 2 nights. Have done 3 times OT so far, worked for nearly 2 weeks already, am still adapting to the environment and the system and also trying hard to remember the names of the bags. Still have not signed my appointment letter, so not sure what is my salary like. As long as they pay me, I am happy with it.
Have collected my letter memo from the Malaysia High Com and it took them 40mins to do so, as they couldn't find my letter! And I can't go for my break during work time as they count the time I take to MHC as my break time so went to B1 to get my dinner which was bread and soya milk with water.
Was very stressed during the beginning as it was totally different environment from airport and also my new colleague. They said I am very quiet. Imagine me quiet not talking much just stand there and serve customers. Not the noisy girl who keep talking talking and more talking. I couldn't really click with my new colleagues except one or two. But I can click better with 2 more new colleagues. I will be stationed at Takashimaya instead of Raffles City. boo hoo... thought I would be working at RC as it is much nearer to my place compared to Taka. Everyday managed to break the egg, but not much sales compared to my colleagues.
Today went to open a bank account and my lunch was bread. Was almost late for work today, 'dinner' was fish soup noodle at Lucky Plaza. The soup noodle is nice but I find it expensive as it cost $4.50 for one bowl. I also quite like another shop the wan tan mee selling at $2.50 I find it reasonable. My lunch always so expensive, more expensive then my transport man.
For my this job, went to have a haircut and also trimmed my eyebrow and also applying make-up everyday~! Imagine me with make-up?! My supervisor had set a standard for me, for make-up and hair and attire... Everything abt me from head to toe. He said I must changed and ask me why I don't dress up etc...
In my mind was thinking, as long as I am comfortable with what I am wearing I am happy and I don't looked very untidy or what. But he keeps on pointing abt me this and that. He said work in Fashion line, need to update with the fashion trend. But in my mind was 'I am unique' I just do whatever I am happy with. Really feel like tell him to push me to much suddenly... I can't stand him, coz he can talk ALL DAY LONG!! Find him very noisy, want to find some quiet moment also very hard. I know he have good intention but don't force me.
One day was working morning shift and told them I was really very very stress and my colleagues told me good stress is good, make changes to it and don't run away from it. Imagine me fashion girl.. haha.. But I wouldn't change my heart and thinking. I will be the same old Fang Fang, innocent at heart. Whatever I listen or see, will just be forgotten and just do what I think is right. I just keep telling myself 'I am unique and don't follow what the others are doing, just remain who I am'
Maybe some of you agree or disagree with me. Sorry for a suddent LONG entry. Tomorrow will be out hunting for heels and some make-up equiments I need. Think will slowly improve my make-up. But still prepare myself with no make-up. Natural is still the BEST!!!

Happy!! Lucky 7~!

2006-04-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

This morning woke up at 6.20am then prepare myself to go to Malaysia High Com. Had a great breakfast, multi-grain bread with ham~ yummy~~!! Then walked to Katong rd to take bus 32. Took a slight nap during the bus journey. When I reached the Malaysia High Com. there's a queue!! Then went over to a van to get my documents TYPED WRITTEN. Waited for 2hours just to get my documents typed written and paid $20 for it. Really day-ligh robbery, black market in real life...
At last got my citizenship thing going on, next week need to go back and collect some documents then I need to go down to singapore immigration to do the rest of my citizen thingy. Went down to my sis-in-law place to see my angil niece! She has grown so much taller!! Have not seen her for 2mths and now she still so fair and she smiled alot!! SO CUTE!!!! Didn't take pictures with but I will tml as tml I will be having family dinner at home then on sunday go and pray my grandparents.
My mom and I stayed there till my niece fall asleep for her nap time. After that my mom and I went back home for marketing at Seng Siong then headed home. I went to take a nap as I couldn't put myself to sleep last night. Before I take my nap, sent my sms to ask if I got the job I went for interview last week. And I got the job!! Will be starting soon... Today is really a lucky day for me. Really Lucky 7!! *hops around* No more housewife already!! Got a JOB!!!! YEAH!!!!

Bad Day

2006-04-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

Last night had serious cramp AGAIN! Went to East Shore A&E department. Sat on the wheelchair and went in to see doc... My body totally no strength.. need my mom to help me to my dad's car. Face totally pale like a white piece of paper. Kept vomitting... waited till my mom had her dinner and shower cause she just got back home from malaysia last night and then I was in pain.. so gave her some time to take her dinner and shower. While I still rolling over my floor...
Took 2 jabs at my butt!! Then lied on the bed for like 20~30mins... during that time after the jab, more pain... was holding on the pillow... then went back home after taking my medicine and sat the wheelchair to my dad's car then headed home. When reached home, lied on the floor, wanted to sleep... was very drowsy but then was feeling hungry too, cause didn't consume any food. Afterall, all my food came out... My mom cooked porridge for me... then my cousin said someone can walk and jump already after the jab.... then I smiled. Cause usually after the jab, I'm much much better... But till now~ my butt still hurt!! The injection place. (-___-")
This afternoon went back hospital to do my ultra-sound scan and I need to kept on drinking water in order to scan as they want my bladder to be FULL... so I keep drinking water frm 12:30pm to 2pm!! Kept on drinking water till I'm filled with water! After the scan then went to coffeeshop to take my lunch at 3pm. Waited for the result and then consult a doctor. The doctor said everything is ok from the scan... She asked me consume the medicine if I have any pain. Just two visits to the hospital cost me $200++. Last night was afraid that I would be admitted to the hospital because I kept on vommitting and really in pain. Luckily was not admitted. *phew* But now feeling much much better just that no appetite to eat, only want to eat fruits and veggies only. Dare not drink plain water cause had ENOUGH during the day! Haiz.. Weak Fang Fang now still waiting for job reply...

Hope

2006-03-31T13:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went for interview at Nee Ann City Tower B, the interview only took about 10mins and they told me they would called me by tml. So now hoping to get their call. Yesterday before I went out, sweep, mop floor and washed my bedsheet etc..
After my interview, called shan and told her what they asked me etc. Shan said the interview went quite smooth... chat with her for abt 5mins or so? Was walking towards Kino book store when I was on the phone with her and browse at magazines and some books while waiting for Meng Ni... It was raining heavily so didn't go home till I meet up with Meng Ni. We actually wanted to go for coffee but then was feeling hungry so end up at Ajisen noodle shop. I tried their Volcano, 4 chillies but then when I tried the don't find it that spicy at all... my side dish was baby octupus... yummy...
After dinner, sent meng ni to MRT station as she's going to meet eric and roy at Jurong, they going to watch 'Batman Begins' at the Omni Theartre. Had a nice chat with Meng Ni during the dinner...
Had a bad stomache in the early morning... very very bad stomache. Went to take a bottle of the chinese medicine for stomache... my mom coming back next week~~ yeah!! can't wait for her to be back. Hope by the time when she is back, I have my job!!

Yeah!!!

2006-03-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

Happy happy~!!! Passed my advanced theory!!! Studied my theory on sat and sun then sun and mon night did the multiple questions then this afternoon also did the remaining question before I go out. Went out nearly 4pm and went to bought some bread for my lunch and also bought myself a bottle of voda voda. The water is nice!! really nice.. there's no chemical taste... Reached the driving centre early so sat at one place and revise my theory again... cause I did alot of mistakes in my mutliple question book.
Went to take the e-trial test and I failed!! 88% meaning 6 wrong!! I only can have 5 errors the most... did my e-trial 3 times but is the same questions~~ (-___-") So have 30mins before my actual paper, sat outside the class and read my book again and I received a call from COACH asking me to go down for an interview tml!!! 6:30pm time to enter the test room. And I sat the same place which I took my basic!! Felt so lucky!! Can still recall the experience I had when I was sitting for my basic! Can sense that I will pass too! heehee... Slowly complete the questions and re-check them after I have completed them and then I clicked on the End Test. When I was nearly finishing my questions, I suddenly felt nervous because in a few mins time I will know if I pass/fail. The guy sitting beside me failed. =x
I took a deep breath then click on the Yes to end test and waiting to see my result. Hope is not Fail... and within 2 seconds my result was out! I PASSED!!!! I was so happy, heave a sigh of relieve when I saw my result... then took bus 51 bus home. Bought myself a cup of bubble tea and mee goreng. Did not went home, took bus 30 and went to my sister place to celebrate her bday.
Ate dinner with them when I have extra dishes with my mee goreng! haha... Some more got cake as dessert. Yummy!! Today is my sister's birthday! Today my niece also very naughty. Played with my sister's bunny named 'Popcorn', he have grown alot, abit longer and also his ear have grown longer too!!
Now save $$ a side for my holiday trip and also some for my driving lesson!! That's all... Going to bath now!! Tataz!!! Can read those books I borrowed from library already, no need to read theory book already... heehee
Wish me luck for tml interview!! Might be meeting Meng Ni tml as she said she will be in town. Ohh ya... last night met up with roy they all at parkway cafe gelare... had waffle with ice cream, share with sheena... we sat there and chat till abt 11+ then went home.

first time flung an interview

2006-03-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

Yup yup... flung my interview at crabtree. Followed hui's suggestion, called up crabtree and ask them if I am shortlisted. And I was not selected, the vacancy have been taken up already. Abit dissappointed thought can get the job but SOrry.. didn't.
Don't worry ppl, I will keep my fire going... will look for jobs AGAIN. Till the day I got my job. My mom asked me to call back the japanese company and see if they can accept me again. But I told my mom I do not want too because I don't like working in a office environment. I know I will be able to gain lots of experience over the travel company but I just like to mingle with people... Think I am a talkative girl... =p
Sent in my resume to Carol from Coach. She asked me to sent in my resume by tonight and she will ask her admin staff to arrange an interview for me. Hope I can score this time round. If not, I will need to go and look for my sis-in-law for help. Need to be thickskinned.
Really wished can get a job soon and also wished that I can give some money to my mom. I already have thought what to give for her for Mother's Day!! There's 2 options to it.. heehee...
Whenever I read my mom's email, tears would sure roll down my cheeks. I really am missing my mom now! Maybe because of the situation I'm in, jobless and also sometimes having war with my dad. Really very dramatic.. i find sometimes.. the things that causes me and my dad to quarrel. Sometimes find it funny when the whole thing is over. During that situation, I'm blowing MAD!! Blood shoot to the brain!!
Can't afford to stress myself so much as I really do not wish to be admitted to hospital once AGAIN just by the stress that I am facing!! I can't control myself for not stressing myself!! I find myself really weird, a weird carpricorn. Always thinking of the bad side, not the bright side... Think I need to bring a mirror wherever i go... to brighten things up!
Yesterday while walking back home from market, really wished I can give Hdz a treat when I got my pay. Get the time to gather, with them alone or with their other half. Just have dinner and chat...
That's all... hungry now.. want to go and take my dinner already then after that going to meet 4/1 ppl at parkway gelare. Think spent some time with my friends rather with TV right. Make some sacrifice. Bye Bye.. want to eat my steamed groupa and cabbage soup. Yummy!!

Busy Wkend

2006-03-27T03:29:00.000+08:00

yup yup... A busy weekend for me... sat went to parkway to TT money to my cousins and ate lunch there at the market, had yong tou fu with yam rice and a glass of soy milk mix with grass jelly... healthy life style! haha... packet 2 packets of the mixed drink home. Went to library after my lunch to return my books which I've borrowed from orchard library. Borrowed some new books back and all are self-improvement books. Going to read them after my advance theory test on wednesday.
Have been reading the book since sat night, read half of the book and complete it on sunday night. Then did some of the past questions which my sis/bro left behind after they took the test. At first was doing the english version one but then end up doing the chinese version one. Haha~~ The chinese version one is easier to understand to me... cause the english version are very tricky while the chinese one straight forward but you need to know what they are refering to and also you need to understand the question and also know how to read the question cause have not been writing chinese words for years... I can read but when come to writing I need the dictionary beside me. =P
Watched some BoA clips and she is so pretty!! Whenever I see her, it reminds me of Ju Young. Wonder how is she.. hmm~~ That's all.. Going to add one more link to my blog... heehee.... my primary school friend!!! Friends for 14yrs!! hahaha... amazing... met her in the airport when I just started working, out of all places met her @ the ladies!! hahaha....
Hope later can receive a call from CT to confirm I got the job!!! Going to sleep now~~ Ta Taz!

Meeting with GG

2006-03-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

Last friday went back to new BRD to collect my old photos taken during GG camp and meeting. All looked so funny when I was young... Reen was so cute! heehee... Reen, I help you to take some of the photos with u inside.
On tuesday meet up with Junie at kallang mac to discuse abt GG upcoming June camp. Went through the GG handbook and what are the tasks the girls need to do in order to pass, cause what I know was only 2 girls got silver badges and the others do not even have bronze badge. Keep recalling abt the past abt when we got the badges and stuff... really can't compare to the standard last time. It was really the Golden time of GG. Stayed there till ard 4pm plus then head down to BRD to check out the notice board and what are the things need to be placed. Then printed some of the things and went to the Guides room and it was so small! It was the servant's room, the offical CCA room is 3 times bigger!!
I think the school is really not appreciating GG. Always bullying GG. Really can't stand it. Went home prepare dinner than after that start cutting out the badges shape and printing some material out to be placed at the notice board as the next day meeting my juniors again. That's all... Hope my talk to them today make some sense to them. *fingers cross*

Tired Day

2006-03-23T00:14:00.000+08:00

Today (wednesday 21/03/06) went back to Brd to meet up with Junie and Yvonne. Went back in the afternoon back there to decorate the notice board. The notice board is now 3 times smaller compared to last time the notice board, there's pro and cons abt it. Good thing is no need to decorate so much and bad thing is can't put much information.
Saw the squad today, their performance not very happy abt it... Talk to them at the end of the day, but was doing my cutting and colouring while they were training. The company is much smaller compared to last time, everything change and so does the way they do things. Saw some of the old teachers, Mr Ong, Mr Ken, Mr Rahman, Mdm Sim, Mrs Lee and Ms Sin. But did not walk up to them and talk to them. Mr Ken told me why we (old brdcian) shld come back and help them do the notice board. They shld do it themselves. Was wondering this question too, when I was still a guide, there's no one to help us do the notice except we ourself and our own guides of same age. Teacher would want to see the notice board done by certain time. And is BIG notice board compared to the current one.
Now I know how does Junie felt at times, when you see the girls the way they behave or perform, I think reen will also vomit blood or her blood will boil too... The students now are all very pampered.
Stayed at school till 6pm then after that head down to Kallang Mac to conitnue on the planning of the June Camp. Was very surprise by myself that I am here helping them on their notice board and their June Camp. Really missed those tired and crazy days in GG. Junie and I planned till 8.30pm then went to my sis house for dinner and stayed there till 11pm after the Jewel in the palace show end.
While walking to mac, it was raining heavily and we saw two malays girls with no umbrella and they were soaking wet, so we sheltered them all the way from the traffice light junction to Mac. They thank us and it felt good to help someone. I waved good bye to them when they were leaving Mac.
Now going to sleep after a hot shower and a cup of ginger tea, tml going to study for my theory and clean up the house and also to read a book I've borrowed from the library. Take Care ppl!! Ciaoz!!

Interviews

2006-03-20T18:15:00.000+08:00

Today went for crabtree interview. Took abt 30mins... the lady asked me alot of question, but not sure if they would employ me. But she circled Hui's name and my contact no. Then was walking ard Kinokuniya browsing magazines but nothing caught my eyes for local mag. But one did caught my attention, which is the taiwan show Lady Queen, the magazine is Spring version so they talk abt spring makeup colours and etc.. alot of things to read! But then did not get it as do not have the spare cash now to get it, it cost $14+.
Wanted to meet hui but she's busy... went to return my library book. Did not manage to read it as was doing my things, now I need to study for my advance theory which is taking place end of the month and I haven't really read it.
After interview, went to supermarket to buy yogurt drink then head down to taka Art Friend. Bought a few pieces of small pattern wood, can use them to outline the pattern and cut it out and place them in my photo album. heehee...
While I was choosing those small wooden pieces, the japanese travel agency called~ They seems to know that my interview is over, they asked me if I want to take up their offer. But then, I told them I need to turn down their offer and the lady asked me why, then I told her I'm more interested in the company. After that call, I let a sigh of relief but at the same time, wondering if I did the right thing. But whatever it is, I have already made my choice right. On saturday, I told them I will give them a call on Tuesday but they called me today! So no turning back now.
Went to Wisma Isetan to look for shoes but did not get any.. then headed back home... Think I waited for the bus nearly 20mins or so. Then a lady who dressed like a physic reader was sitting beside me.. so scary... all the rings and bracelet etc... *shiver*
When reached old airport there, cause change route already, there's an accident. So there's traffic police, I saw a white benz front dented... It was raining heavily and saw junie with her parents at Old airport food centre. Now going to take a nap, very sleepy.

Happy

2006-03-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

Just got back from katong laksa trip with meng ni, jean, adeline and pei yoke. Girls night out!! heehee... At 1st don't want to join them for the mini gathering cause had a scolding from my dad over dinner thing. But then to think again, want to have some FRESH air... so changed my mind and went out to meet them. We chat there and we laughed... really did enjoyed myself. After the laksa, the shop wanted to close already so we head to parkway to continue our chat. We went to Mac Donalds and we sat there and chat... Talked abt business, love life and holiday trip. They are planning to go to Aust next year. So I need to start saving up money in order to go~~
Lucky I went out, put the matter behind me and just enjoy the time spent with them. Wonder when will it be with HDz. Have not met them since after sending Reen off. Wonder when will MIN organize a gathering cause I notice is always the same person but SELDOM min organizing it. Tomorrow will be going for Crabtree interview, hope everything goes smoothly... that's all....

Decision

2006-03-19T19:39:00.000+08:00

Think have made up my mind. Chat with lots of ppl last night, and I think I will go not go for the Japanese company and I can forsee I will be very STRESS and the pay is very little. I do not want to end up in hospital again, cause my that illness last time can be caused by STRESS too.
Haha~ just had my self-prepared dinner and had a scolding from my dad over dinner. I will just stand firm on what I think is right. Will just treat it as he is just singing a song which keep repeating that few lines over and over again.
Life is short and I want to make it a happy one. Not a troubled and worried one. I have made my decision. =D Had a sleepless night, then today wake up nearly noon time, checked email and do laundry washing. Washed my comfortor and the clothings, 2 rounds then sweeped and mopped the floor. Haven't clean my room yet so does my cupboard, cause now my clothings are now sort of in a mess.
Everything will slowly take its place, I know it will. So I wouldn't be lost again. The feeling of beng lost is not very good. Think now is my worst journey of my life now. But will slowly overcome it.

Good News

2006-03-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today went for 2nd round interview at the japanese travel agency and they want to hire me! But I did not give them a confirm answer as I told them monday I going for another interview. Will give them a confirm answer by Tuesday. Would you guys go for experience or go for the salary?? If for the japanese company, I can confirm that I can improve my japanese.
Today went for the interview less then 10mins, just to get the confirmation from them and I took an hr to prepare myself etc... After interview went to my sis house till evening time and went dinner with her at suntec and shopped around.
Think am going for the japanese company, at least can use my extra knowledge. And never know might be able to find my Mr. Right from japan?? Haha...
At last, something is happening now... but I think I might be struggling abit in the beginning. But will try my best! 3 months probation may seems long, but who knows I might be enjoying myself at that company!
That's all for the moment to type, can't think of anything to update now. Take Care ppl! On thursday went Kbox with Xiao Han @ Marina Sq and we had fun!! We sang, we eat and we shop! From Marina Sq to Suntec to Cityhall. heehee...

Some photos taken during Meng Ni's birthday

2006-03-15T17:42:00.000+08:00

Here are some photo shot taken.
Girls Group photo
Pei Yoke & Me
Group photo
Me & Sheena
1 2 5
JK MN & PY
Group photo with birthday girl!

Happy News~~

2006-03-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

Happy happy~~ at least something is happening now... yesterday went for the Panda travel agency interview and everything went smoothly.. the interview took 15mins and I showed them my cert and my JLPT level 4 cert. The japanese guy same birthday as me too!! When he saw my JLPT cert stating my birthday he pointed and said "same birthday as me, but ten years later"
Then the lady spoke to the japanese guy in JAPANESE... I was like (-___-")
but understand abit bit... The pay I asked for is 1.4k but the lady told me it was too high as I do not have any experience. So I asked for thousand odd like 1.1k
Then the lady told me that trainning will be provided so does the uniform. The working hours are 8am to 5pm and alt sat and sun need to work. 3 months probation upon confirmation then will increase salary. They also asked me abt my previous job pay and etc... and I just tell them, nothing to hide from them. Was not very nervous that day.
Just now 11am, they called up again and asked me to go down for the 2nd round interview this coming sat @ 11am!! Now already wondering what to wear for the 2nd round interview. =p My cousin told me to go for this job as I can make use of my jap if compared to crabtree.
Think I will give up galilee as I once worked there before. Monday I was in a extreme DOWN mood. Chat with xiao han and she can also felt that I was really way DOWN. I cried cause trouble/stress over jobs and my life. Life in a mess, lost my sense of direction. I prayed before I sleep and my prayers are being answered the following day!!! Will pray everyday now... Hope to tell you guys more after sat. Tml going to meet Xiao Han for K-lunch @ Marina Sq, haven't met her for like 9mths!! After that will walk ard Marina. Tml think will be going down Broadrick to get my GG photos. That's all. Meet up SOON ppl!! Will treat you all once got job and my 1st salary! Didn't treat u guys before. =x

Bad Bad Day

2006-03-09T13:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I almost ended up in hospital~ Woke up in the afternoon and after my lunch, the whole thing started.... starting to feel the cramp and I was having cold sweat... face started to turn pale and whole body totally no strength at all. I rest on the floor and ask my cousin to get me the hot water bottle to be placed on my stomach.... then I started to vomit... everything from my stomach... I was really rolling around coz the pain was OMG!!!! Wanted to call my mom but she's in MALAYSIA!! Asked my cousin to call my sis but she's working and she ask my cousin to get me some warm water and some pills but I did not take the pill coz I was sure I will vomit it out. Like I said, the water I drank within few mins is out again.
My dad came home and found me lying on the floor, face pale and he asked me if I want to go hospital, but I told him no, I just want to go and normal doc and told him the clinic I went opens at 6pm. So waited and went to the clinic. The doc was not ard yet till after I came out from the toilet. Took a jab and the doc suggested to me to go hospital for a check-up since I always have such serious cramp. The medicines that he gave I did not consume coz the pain was gone. I just needed the jab. Once back home, vommited again till I hardly breath, was gasping for breath and my heart hurts. Tears rolling down my cheeks. After that went to sleep or shld I say knock-out?? Coz I was so so tired, I needed my dad and my cousin to help me to the car. Woke up ard 9.40pm then went to take a shower and took my porridge which was cooked by my cousin and sort of chat with hui through sms.
Now here I am, typing out what I've experienced yesterday... the pain was really killing me. Now I'm alright, just that still feels tired and so does my legs and my stomach. Can't eat complicated things, just normal porridge and soup. Last night whip up a veg.soup in the middle of the night coz wanting something hot. That's all.

update

2006-03-07T01:29:00.000+08:00

today busy day for me, received a call from the company which i sent my resume on sunday night and the next morning they gave me a call and asked me to go down for an interview tml and what are the things i need to bring. Went to MOE to reprint my cert and after that went to orchard to apply for job then went to take photo and also to laminate my cert plus banking in money for my mom. Can't wait to read the books which i've borrowed it frm library on sunday.
came back frm malaysia on sat afternoon which actually i shld arrive in the morning then in the afternoon coz the train kept on breaking down and stop at one of the major station for like 2hrs or so. And i was in the 2nd class cabin and it was really cold... lucky had my extra towel with me. Yup, went in to malaysia all by myself the 2nd time. Went in on monday morning, took morning train and reached my grandmother place in the late evening. When I reached my mom shop gave her a BIG hug as I missed her so much coz had a BIG arguement with my dad. I slammed the door and ignore him, I even talked back to him and of coz I cried, he this time he really hurt me and he also dissappoint me as a father that didn't trust his daughter. Long story, don't want to talk abt it. The friends that I know at my mother place all seems excited to see me back there and they all welcome me back there. It felt so goood to get away from stress and my father.
Did not talk much to my dad, still having sort of cold war with him. I JUST WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO. So stop commenting on the things I WANT TO DO and stop questioning me! I OWN MY OWN LIFE NOT U.
Think I am starting to feel some distance with this person, like always doubting me. And to shan, I keep on pointing to ur face is because want u to take note of it. I did not do it on purpose. If you are stress or what just try to calm urself down or listen to some slow music. No need to come and bring up things which is like wks ago and typing over it online. Whatever it is, i will just take it as i didn't see and talk abt anything as i have read some things from ur blog. think this entry is a happy one to an angry one. *forgive and forget, life is SHORT*

vexed

2006-02-23T22:39:00.000+08:00

Time to update my blog. Met von, reen & shan on monday (20/2/06)for breakfast at parkway. Met @ 10am then chit chat till ard noon time, talking abt future and also abt the yr end holiday trip to Hong Kong. Bought myself a bottle of make-up remover for the eyes and accompanied reen to isetan to get her things.
Went to my anuty place yesterday to get some things and chat with my cousin. After taking the goods went to deliver some to my mom's friend who stay at Ubi. So I need to travel from Tanjong Pagar to Ubi, need to take mrt plus bus. Quickly went back home to prepare dinner for my dad. Had tom yam soup and a plate of veggie with my dad. After dinner, chat with reen and both of us decided to head down to Zouk. So quickly took a shower and prepare myself. 2nd time put on make-up to go club, the night before played with my make-up and took some pictures... =p
Too bored nothing to do, so played with my make-up. Had fun last night @ Zouk, went for 1 for 1 and got a jug of vodka cranberry. After drinking went to the dance floor with reen and my brother friend Ian and his friend named Dominic(think spell correctly bah). Danced till ard 3am then after that headed down to Club Momo. Think Momo is not my type, find it unsafe and abit messy. The bass is so loud that my heartbeat actually following it and my jeans can feel the vibration. Reached back home ard 5am and went to bed after my shower. Today woke up ard noon as joyce wanted to pass von's cap to me so that I can pass it to reen. Chat with her nearly an hour and went to do some laundry washing and prepare myself to meet up with shan @ CHIJ primary bus stop to go down together to airport to sent reen off.
This time round I did not cry, proud of it. *grinz* Min came but was late to sent reen off. Had dinner with shan & min and we chat at BK then after that wanted to head down to Coffee Bean but couldn't find so end up at Pacific Coffee. Bought newspaper and was searching for some jobs. As I really need to get a job ASAP. Really am ROTTING badly!!! Feeling so VEXED!!!!! GOD!!!!
Shan asked me to take things easy but I just couldn't do it. But anyway, Thanks for listening to me and giving some advice to me. Really appreciate it...! Today hui went to Korea and reen back to Perth, von already @ perth. So now let 3 hdz. Hmm... feel kinda odd... think i think too much already... whatever~~~
Got to go and get some rest. Ciao!!!

update!!

2006-02-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

Had a great CNY this year... spent most of my time with 4/1 ppl... hdz not much.. but treasure the times we spent together... Passed my BTT. Sent 4 resumes out and one came back... retail in mobile phone. salary very attractive to me but my elder brother told me that don't do retail for long term but my sis-in-law said just go and try and earn some money first... went to sent marsudi off yesterday at terminal one and i missed the place... my old working place but not the people there.... can't imagine few months back i was working in the airport... really once in a life time experience.
Today went out with Reen to PS to get her phone. Then went to carrefour to get my lunch which is wholemeal bread and soy bean milk. Then walked from PS to Taka. Went to kino to browse some magazines and saw a book on water at the paying counter and then went to library to look for that book. Borrowed the water book and also borrowed a thriller book. Then after that walked around taka then headed down to wisma. Reen went to search for some dress or blouse then was called by my sis and my brother to go home to prepare dinner and on the way to bus stop, passed by c&k and bought a pair of sandels. It was having 40% so bought it pink colour, wanted to get another design one but don't have my size. I was so sad but then really want to get it, so asked reen if she is free later at night to accompany me to parkway to see if they have the design with my size. Now abit crazy over heels! Now I have a collection of PINK coloured shoes/sandels!! I was amazed that I can survive at orchard by using just $20 to get the things I want from orchard!! COOL!! haha... Hope tomorrow can get the heels I want~~ just now browse C&K website and found one bag I quite like. But not sure what's the price of it as it was in USD. See tomorrow if I'm going down to parkway to check out the bag and the heels. Tomorrow am also going to call back the agent about the mobile phone job! Wished me luck in getting that job!!! got to go!!

Busy Day

2006-01-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, my 2nd brother came back from France. My sister woke me up and I thought go and pick my brother but then heard his voice in his room, so went to his room to say Hi to him. He bought lots of mango clothing back. Its so cheap at France!! Ard 9am, went to Geylang to eat breakfast, at this dim sum shop, 'Wan Tou Sek' <--- canto... 126 <<-- english. Then after that went home and cleaned up my house with my sister help and her maid. Around noon time, went back to sleep as I slep at 4:30am the night before. Slept till 4pm plus then my dad came back from fishing then his face damn black cause got one person parked his car right infront of my house. Went marketing with my dad @ SingPost and my heart was pumpinh fast cause my dad face was really BLACK. Almost got scolded by him for nothing... BTH him...
Today went to Marina Square with my brother. Ate Sakae Sushi and then walked around Marina Square and found The Skin Food shop, went in to take a look and the things are not bad... Will consider the brand. Got to know this brand from Junel+Steph+Caroline's present. Is from Korea, the cream that they gave me is nice to use, very moisturising. Then took a cab down to Chinatown to get CNY goodies. Walked around with my brother and bought some things home, on the way back followed Mr.President car. From Nicoll Highway to his house. Was behind the bodyguard's car.
Got home already, put up the new year things and also hang up the curtains. Then cut red packets for the plants. After dinner, went to market with my brother again, driving my dad's car and we bought LOADS of things... spent about S$200+
My mom will be back in 2 days time, and I think there's going to be a WAR @ my place when my parents are back together... So I need some "bullet proof jacket and helmet" for me to protect myself. My mom's company in malaysia got a new Toyota car today. Think can drive it when I got my license... =p
that's all for the update today.

Tired Day

2006-01-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday cleaned my brother room... really do serious cleaning, throw all those pillows and bolster and washed his clothings. Only managed to wash his white clothing, today do not have any time to do washing at home as I went out with my sis the WHOLE day. From afternoon 1pm plus to 10:30pm then reach home. Went to TM to change my SCV remote control then walked around there then after that headed down to The Concourse to buy some new year decoration then after that went to Parkway... I'm the baby-sitter of the day. Look after my niece, really need lots of energy to look after my this hyper-active niece.
Pei Yoke they all came to my place last night around 12am+ then stayed till around 1am+ then they went back. They went to have ice cream at katong haden daaz, but I did not joined them as I was tired and also do not have the extra money to go and enjoy ice cream. Last night had malay rice for dinner as there was no ingredients for cooking so went to market to buy dinner and also bought myself a cup of milk bubble tea to reward myself for cleaning up my brother super messy room.
Slept around 4:30am in the morning then wake up ard 12pm plus as my sister called my handphone to ask me where I was and asked me if I want to join her to TM.
Now going to take a shower and have a nice sleep, bought pillows and bolster for my brother. Wonder if my sis will asked me to go and pick my brother frmo airport tomorrow anot... Hmm.... That's all...

Birthday Photos

2006-01-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

Here are some of the photos taken during chalet and I've editied them.

JB trip

2006-01-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

duh~~ need to re-type again, just now was posting my entry and it was GONE!! So now I need to re-type everything again which I've just typed few minutes back then!!! Today met up with Reen at bus stop at 12noon then took bus 33 to take the express bus to JB. We went to City Sqaure and took out lunch @ Sushi King. Reen ate Teriyaki Soba and a side dish of scallop while I ate hotpot udon with tempura prawn, chicken, mushroom and spring onion. We took photos there, all the sushi are so cheap compared over to S'pore!! After we have charged up ourselves with food, we went shopping~ 1st stop was EBase, but did not get anything. 2nd Stop was Levis Store! The jeans there were so much cheaper then in S'pore!! I saw a pink tee, wanted to get it but the sales girl told me is a couple shirt, so need to get 2. The price is 89RM! I find it cheap which is only abt S$43 for 2 Levis tee... I also saw a pair of jeans which cost 129RM which is like only S$64!! Levis jeans leh...~~ Reen was very tempted to get a pair of Levis Jeans, but then did not get it...
At the end of the day, I got myself a pair of pink shoes, which cost me 20RM, a malaysia CLEO magazine, one japanese drama series, one black belt and some prawn rolls... nearly spent all the money I have with me. I changed S$50 to RM, which is abt 118RM. And I got myself 6items... bought burger for my cousin. Reen & I took the express back to S'pore, we left JB around 6:30pm, actually wanted to go to Pelangi Plaza, but there's no longer shuttle bus service to there so we decided to go home. Reen did not buy anything except bread, I think she is eyeing on the Levis Jeans.
Once we reached S'pore, we went to Bugis Village. Reen got a top for herself which I find it very nice for her! I saw some clothing but sure whether should I get them anot... Now I am crazy over brown colour... haha.. just find it so NICE!! haha... Will upload the pictures... abit lazy to upload them. Sorry abt it... Really felt like getting the pink couple tee from Levis. The guy one is not pink so no worries, think will get it then give the guy one to my brother... haha.. that's the only solution... =p

Officially 21!!

2006-01-12T14:30:00.000+08:00

Yup yup, officially 21!! Am an adult now... Went to Zouk with Reen, Von, Min & Joyce. Von & I took a cab down as it was raining, so the two of us waited for the rest of them outside Zouk. There was no queue at all outside Zouk. We went in ard 11pm and I tell you, can jog inside man... There's no body at all!! So empty!! Then we went to Phuture and Joyce treat me Lamborghini, it was my 1st time trying it... It really was a hard liqor drink, can feel it down my throat. Then the girls said they gave me 5 mins and I will feel the effect. And I kissed joyce for thanking her for the treat. So after the drink we went out for a while and joyce made me a rose using napkin. We ate some food outside at the mini food bar and took some pictures (will post it up). After some food, headed back to Zouk and DRINK again. I acutally drank 2 Lamborghini, 2 Tequila Shots and a jug of something (forgot the name of it, something with pineapple). Then I was really HIGH!!!! But I keep telling them I am not drunk as I know what I was talking and typing (sending sms). The girls said I keep bumping onto ppl. Danced till 2am plus and I really need to take a break, and that was the time when I felt like vomitting. So went to the toilet for 30mins~~ Then took a cab home and chat with the taxi uncle, asking him how to prevent myself from hangover. While walking to the taxi area, the bouncer remind us that there's a paddle of water, and I thank them and reply them "Good Night" and they replied "Good Morning" and I replied "Have a Nice Day". Once I reached home, I ran straight to my toilet and vomit... Then von made me lime juice and asked me to drink so that I wouldn't have hangover the next day....
Yesterday went to city plaza with von and we shopped around and bought some clothing. I bought one crop jacket for only $4! and I bought 2 blouse from The Budget Shop and also bought $3 4-D. haha.... Once again, THANK YOU people for the great party chalet and all the help and gifts and most importantly the company you all randered!!!!

Chalet!!!

2006-01-09T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps am back from chalet!!! Just got back home from parkway, went to KBOX after checking out from aloha loyang resort. Von, Min & I sang from 11.30am to 7pm!!! hahaha..... Going to upload the pictures once I upload it to my computer.
Thank You for coming to my chalet and helping me out HDz!! Appreciate it alot!! Really!!! THANK YOU!!!
2nd night @ chalet was rather quiet... cause only me, von & min after ric, hui, reen and von's bg left. The 3 of us watched tv and chat till late~! When we were in the room, von & min too high... keep laughing... bth.. I want to get some rest but both of them keep laughing LOUDLY!! Then we woke up ard 8.30am+ to prepare breakfast and also do some cleaning up... The air-con unit, I only used 15units for 2 night!! When I can use up to 50units for 2 night!! After checking out, we need to wait till 10.55am for the shuttle bus to come, so the 3 of us head to the pool and we took picture~ We took a cab down to parkway from pasir ris mrt station.
Lucky shan gave me a suggestion, brining my things back on sunday so monday when I check-out, I no need to bring so many things back. So I called up my siblings and ask which of them can come and help me bring my stuff back so that when I check out, no need to take anything except my own clothings. So after packing all my presents and food stuff etc... I only left one laggage for me and 2 bags of food and those instant food. I want to thank my siblings for fetching me to the resort and also helping me to bring my stuff back!
Had really lots of fun and also a relaxing one... I HAD A MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY CHALET!! Wednesday going to ZOUK to countdown my birthday! Think wednesday night will be my another happening night for me!! 3 more days to go to my 21st!!
HDz: Thank You for the delicious cake!!! And all the help and also the making of jelly and marketing with me!! THANK YOU!!!

Chalet!!!

2006-01-06T18:39:00.000+08:00

Yup yup... tomorrow is my chalet!!! Now getting all my last min things... Now waiting for my dad to be back home to have dinner together then need his car to bring me to market to get my things as they are way too heavy!!!
Today went to my aunty place and my niece so scared to see me. hmm... Then after that went to The Concourse with my cousin to look for chinese new year things as she is being assigned to decorate the shop lobby. Now am packing my things for the chalet, bringing more clothes cause afraid of being sabotage.... In case Shan have a crazy idea...
Hdz, please bring all the things that you need during the chalet. Going to take LOTs of photos!! Don't think my sis is bringing her childrens along as both are down with flu... last year like this.. this year also... haiz.... But hope will see Baby Angil there!! The baby soccer player... hahaha....
End here, going to see what are the things I need to bring tml... see ya guys tml!!!

Rainy Day

2006-01-05T16:40:00.000+08:00

Just got back home, went to parkway to draw money for my chalet. x_x" Then it rained heavyly.... my jeans were wet... roamed around parkway like a zombie... Didn't get any clothings, then walked to the pet shop and looked at things... realised there's so many cute things to buy for hamster and dogs... they even sell sanitary pad for dogs! haha... saw sheena @ the bus stop but she didn't see me.
Took bus to seng siong to get the chicken wings and also order the otahs. When I was abt to reached home, met Min. Think tomorrow will ask her help for making the konnyaku jelly. Need to get a can of cocktail also for the jelly. Later going to Orchard to meet my friend who helped me to book the chalet. Not sure Reen meeting me a not? She did not reply to my sms. 2 more days to my chalet, hope it doesn't rain on that particular day!! *fingers cross*
Who is free tomorrow? I still need to get things from the market. I would like to say a BIG 'THANK YOU' to my HDz which they will be getting me, my birthday cake! LOVE YOU ALL..!!!
Think the medication that the doctor gave me, is causing gastric pain... not feeling too well... don't feel like eating anything as my stomach is in discomfort... Sad to say, saturday I can't DRINK!! During my chalet can't DRINK!!! OMG!!!!! Sick at the very very wrong time!!! *arG!!!*

2006!!

2006-01-04T13:01:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone!! Is not abit too late right?? haha~~ Did not update blog cause don't have the energy to blog, was sick. What a year to start off with, down with throat infection, sore throat, fever, cough plus running nose... HAIs!! Can say sick for a year bah, cause sick for a few days already before new year eve... hmm...
Did not count down with any of my friends this year. Had a very quiet one, very surprising! Went to meet up with HDz outside MOS, saw the damn LONG queue! Queue for abt an hr and still not moving then told shan I going back, cause not feeling well, having fever at that time and also not making and sense out of it by queuing outside where there are TONS of ppl... Rather sit at home, my comfortable cozy place watch tv and eating something.
Took bus home and bought some food back frm Dunman FC then watched taiwan channel then watch Jet Li movie. When it was already 12am, i didn't even know! Too engrossed in the movie, haha.. called meng ni they all and wished them Happy New Year then can tell there were lots of them, all of them shouted together wishing me happy new year. By that time, I had totally lost my voice, couldn't sleep that particular night, cause my throat was killing me, I can't sleep!
Monday went to see doctor at the market, not the usual one I went too. Cause they only opened on the 3rd of jan, I can't wait any longer so went to SIA clinic. Waited for an hr plus then my turn!!! Told the doctor that I cough till chest pain, gasping for breath then he took a long time listening to my breathing. Now am on antibiotics and cough syrup and running nose pills. So don't think can eat anything or DRINK during my chalet as I am on medication~ the medicine makes me sleepy and I keep on sleeping and sleeping.. So peeps, when U guys called me and I sound sleepy or blurr, meaning that I just took my medication. My chalet not much ppl turning up, poly sch mates only a few, attachment one a few... but its alright, as long as there are close friends and my family with me... even though my mom is in malaysia.
See ya guys during my chalet, don't think will be updating till my chalet is over. Abit lazy and also due to the medication. Tata... time to take my medicine!! Sick girl here... =s

End of 2005

2005-12-31T16:30:00.000+08:00

Time flies!! Today is the last day of 2005... less than 8hrs is the new year for 2006. A brand new year starts... This year quite happening for me, graduated from poly, worked at mini toons and in airport... expose to lots of things and also in working life and the reality.
Few hours back, just had steamboat with HDz. Had lots of fun, chatting and also talking nonsense... laughing loudly even though my cousin is still sleeping in the room. Morning 10.30am+, shan called and told me von reached her place already so I called von and asked her to come to my place, 11:30am met up with shan & min plus me & von and head down to SKP to buy things for my chalet then after that head down to seng siong to buy ingredients for our steamboat.
All helped out, and things were done quickly... Now they are back home to get themselves prepared for their big outing @ MoS. Not sure if I'm going, see how's my health, cause don't want to take the risk. see how bah...
Having my chalet next week, have bought most of the things needed for chalet except food. Have also made balachan yesterday. Yesterday sweep and mop the floor...
On thursday busy day for me, went to register for my basic theory, then after that head down to parkway then down to katong branch singapore post then back to parkway again to get the things my dad want and then took cab home. Put my staffs then signed my DHL goods then went to seng siong to get ingredients for dinner. After dinner went to market with my cousin to get shoes and also to pay my bills then home to wrap up the goods my dad ask me to buy from parkway. Am a busy girl... haha...
Wish everyone good health, wealth and safe and not forgotting HAPPY @ all times!!!
!!!HAPPY 2006 EVERYONE!!!

Busy Day

2005-12-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

Today woke up early, just to wait for the PUB guy come to check the meter reading, did have sufficient sleep cause slept ard 4am... Went to meet up with reen today, went to orchard return books then after that shop ard orchard then head down to Raffles place, to meet up with my primary school, whom suddenly msg me out of the blue asking for a meet up. I know he is up to sth, and I guessed correctly what he was going to introduce the lobang to me... It was raining the whole afternoon, met him at lau pa sat.
He introduced his company and his things, but frankly speaking, I don't really understand much out from it cause of 2 reasons, 1st is I don't want to accept whatever concept but still listen to him, 2nd is his plan is too complicated... He uses abt 4 pieces of paper meaning 8pgs to tell me his things, while mine only use 2 piece of paper. I pity reen as she is not interested in MLM stuff, but need to accompany me, as I msg her last night. THANK YOU REEN!!
After meeting my friend, reen and I head back to orchard to continue our shopping and accompanied reen to sell her phone.. then walk ard at far east sq and dinner at Wheelock NYDC. Both of us had salad, reen had potato salad while I ate the farmboy chicken salad. It really was a BIG serving. Enjoyed the time together with reen, after abt 5mths of waiting. heehee...
After much thought of my friend's plan, I'll keep it to myself and know what is best out from it. My friend had just ignite the engine in me and just wish him all the best in his company... I just give myself today's rating 60%:40% on my performance... I just did it with sincerity that's all what I can say. HDz: Lunch @ my place on NYeve. Time: late morning, go marketing together..!

Merry Christmas Everyone!

2005-12-25T15:46:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone out there!! Ho Ho Ho~~~ This year Xmas is really different compared to yrs back... This year is a very quiet xmas for me... Stayed at home this year, playing computer games and chatting with my friends in MSN... Chat with guys most of them... hahaha... also have gals to lah...
Lucky didn't go out, cause Von called me from Penang and chat with her on the phone.... Actually Min wanted to have steamboat @ my place asking others to come, but is a last min thing then she not decisive enough, whether to go clubbing or to eat steamboat, which make me and hui abt BTH! Then I cancel the whole thing coz is was NEAR dinner time then still no decision so just cancel it.
After dinner, went to market with my parents to buy things. Then I went to check out those prices, things which I need to get them for my chalet. Think I know where to get my things from, yesterday have also sent out my sms to friends, MAJORITY did not reply, so I'll wait till wednesday and see how it goes... After playing games for hrs, went to watch TV in my brother's room. When my cousin got back home, told her abt my chalet and the food amount and she told me to increase them just in case there is shortage of food...
Ahem~ so HDz prepare to help me cooked some food and also getting the things~ Auto abit ah...haha... no need to say, u gals confirm very auto one right... heehee~
That's all folks! 2005 coming to an end, so how you find this year? Good or Bad??

ZOUK

2005-12-22T14:17:00.000+08:00

Yup yup, went to ZOUK with Reen... But before going to ZOUK I went for company Xmas party and the food was great and the BINGO game too.. I won, same goes to my niece and my mom... My mom is the Biggest winner, she won 3 times including the Biggest prize!!
Met up with Reen ard 9.30pm then took bus and head down to ZOUK. We took our stamp already and out of ZOUK and head down to M O S!! When we reached there, we were SHOCKED!!! Due to the ppl queing!! Is damn damn LONG!!! So we took the bus back to ZOUK, thought can get in to M O S!! and look around... Think next time want to go MOS but go there damn EARLY!!
Reen and I waited for my cousin and Mei Ting, but wait till almost the Midnight Madness almost over, then I called them and ask where they are cause I want to go for the One for One. Did not wait for them, and head for One for One. I drank 2 tequila shot and pop. Reen actually want to drink Vodka Cranberry but then the bartender gave her Vodka Ribena.. Reen said she will remember the bartender name~ hahaha~~ After drinking went outside to look for my cousin and Mei Ting, was surprise the way my cousin dress! haha..
We got lost in ZOUK, so reen and I continued our dance, we made our way to the dance floor, it was damn packed last night!! We were like sardines, we danced till 3am then headed home... This time round only me and reen!! We damn brave man!! hahaha.. that time was Hui, Reen and Me, now is only me and reen. My brother coming back soon, can go clubbing with him!! Can't wait for him to be back and go club with my siblings!!
***!!!Merry Christmas!!!***
^Ho Ho Ho^

Back frm Malaysia!!

2005-12-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!! Am back frm malaysia!! Reached S'pore yesterday afternoon as the train was delayed an hr and on the way waiting for other train to come... This time round am going to stay longer, staying till feb... ^_^
On monday(20/12/05) went to saloon and get my hair highlighted... heehee, i looked so different with highlighted hair and with no highlighted hair. The lady boss thought I still schooling. Thought I same age with her daughter who was 18. Her daughter helped me to highlight my hair. She's the most patient hair dresser I met so fair, so gentle.. She really did a GREAT job!! She asked me how I want my hair to looked like, more gentle type or more rock?(shld I say)
Update for my KL trip, 2nd time to KL but this time round not for course but for COP meeting, meeting all the leaders and boss all around malaysia!! I really have lots to learnt from them! After meeting, went for dinner which the company have organized at KLGCC (Kuala Lumpur Golf Course Club). The dinner was GREAT!! Had abalone @ the cold dish!! After dinner, went to Chinatown!! SHop SHop!! This time round really got the things I want, the other time went there didn't get much things. I bought a pink Burberry wallet, CD belt, 3 CDs and a sunglass! I just love my sunglass!! Bought it @ RM12. Walked till the stalls are closing and it rained! Went back to hotel and rest, the following day went to giant Jusco and shop there! Tons of sales going on!! My mom bought some blouse for herself and also shirt for my dad for New Year. Then went to bus station to head back to Mentakab. Packed my things earlier so that on monday no need to rush. Want to go clubbing with reen and the rest!! HDz: Need help from u gals, meet up asap can??

Busy

2005-12-15T14:49:00.000+08:00

This time round back in Malaysia seems busy to me... cause that day when I have not really rested, packing my things preparing myself to go to KL and now back in Mentakab, now preparing things to KL for COP meeting and dinner plus keeping all my things which I want to bring back to Singapore~
Now in my brain is I want to DRIVE!!! I want to pick up driving as fast as possible!! Think will prepare myself for the basic theory and think I will go for private. Hope I can master driving within 3mths? That's my time limit to myself... haha... is it abit too crazy?? But there is nothing impossible as long as I have the determination right?! Everyday go for driving lesson... heehee... and also one time pass... I CAN DO IT!! Must have confidence in myself. 'ham yu fan sang' <<-- canto
I give myself 3 yrs time to get my own Vox Wagon car... heehee
Fang Fang have grown up, not sure if you guys realise or I am the only one knowing it... hahaha....
Gtg, go to nearby market to get things... lalala... used to the environment here already... ^_^

Back from KL

2005-12-13T11:29:00.000+08:00

yup, am back last night ard 8.30pm+. Had 2 tough training days but its worth it... Get to know some new friends. Was sick on friday after I reach KL. Had a fever as I did not rest well the night before, so did not shop ard the famous shopping area in KL city. But did managed to get a pair of sandals and shirt before heading back to Mentakab. I wanna go back to KL to do more shopping! Going KL this coming friday as Sunday need to attend sth. Am really a BUSY girl!! Going to jot down what have I been doing when in S'pore now... So be prepared for an EXTREME long entry! Haha~~

Thursday(1/12/05): Reached s'pore ard 11am and back home, cleaned my room and washed dishes then afternoon head for Harry Potter movie with Pei Yoke, Meng Ni & Adeline @ Marina Sq. After movie went to Suntec for dinner @ Fei Cui Xiao Cu, ate ramen. Was smilling the whole day as I was back to city area! Where there's shopping available!!
Back to civilasation I can say.. haha...

Friday(2/12/05): Went to Cityhall to pass a letter to my friend and met up with Shan!! She looked so different~ haha with her new hair colour. After passing the letter, we shopped Espirit awhile then head down to parkway to meet up with reen & the rest. Min & Reen last min inform shan that they are not coming and Hui not in s'pore went to KL without telling us... So only left me,shan & steph. We went to Suki Sushi to had our dinner and we had a feast!! We were enjoying ourselves there and we chat for a long time then took pictures. After dinner went to parkway for a walk and found out there's topshop in parkway now and there's also Dorothy Perkins, Novo, Mphosis and ColdMarc... Did not went in as most of them are closed for the day...

Saturday(3/12/05): Today went to parkway to get my photos developed and shop ard parkway then head down to Orchard to meet up with reen. When I saw her, I cried as I did not sent her off on 1st July as I was going JB for 2 day course. Have not seen her for 5mths! We shoped ard Wisma and Taka then later went to had coffee @ Borders Coffee Bean. Waited for min and shan and her bf... We chat till nearly 2am... Shan's bf sent us home. I was the 1st HDz to meet up reen, hahaha~~~

Sunday(4/12/05): Today went to Market to get ingredients for dinner steamboat and waited for my dad back home to see if there's and fish or prawns back as he went for fishing. Had a great dinner with my family. Carried both my niece and nephew... both of them so cute!!! Watched the Star Award after dinner and drank Gin & Vodka with my cousin after the Star Award... Think I am a drinker... =p

Monday(5/12/05): Went to Tanjiong Pagar with Reen to looked for her school as on wednesday, her summer course starts. Then after that waited for my tai tai @ her workplace and also met up with min. Min did not joined us for dinner. So reen, tai tai & I walked to china sq. Along the way, we chatted... I was feeling so happy to see Tai Tai!! We went to eat ramen, and I ate cold ramen while reen and tai tai ate soup spicy ramen, reen ate 4 chilli grade one while tai tai ate 2. Reen's soup was so thick with chilli powder... After dinner, we walked down to Eski Bar!! Tai Tai & I had Vodka Orange while Reen had Ribena Vodka, we stayed there till 10pm then headed home. We took some photos there, and it was very quiet as it was monday. We went there for Happy Hour~ One for One!

Tuesday(6/12/05): Went to Parkway Kbox with Shan & Steph, both of them were late. hmm... I was the one who said don't want to go but then changed my mind as I already have promised them. So I was the 1st to arrive, went to collect my photos and we sang from 11am++ to 2pm! Had Fish&Chips for lunch. After that head down to Bugis to look for Reen to hunt for birthday present for Eric. Then waited for Pei Yoke to come and buy his present as I can't decide what to get for him, in the end, got the present which Reen and I have choose. After present hunting, went to Cityhall to meet up Eric, Roy and Meng Ni. Then the 5 of us head down to Millienia Walk to have dinner @ Outbeak Steak House. Head back to Suntec to looked for ice cream but did not so the others headed home while I head down to Parkway to meet up HDz! Reached parkway Mc Cafe ard 10~11pm then chat with HDz and steph, as Von is back from Perth. Was a tiring day for me but is worth it as I can meet up with all my friends! Packed my lagguage in case I forget sth...

Wednesday(7/12/05): Stayed at home whole afternoon, watched tv till my cousin got home and went to Dunman Rd there ate Terriyaki Chicken @ this japanese shop near Reen's place. After that took bus 16 and head to ZOUK. Drank 5 Tequila Pops and 2 Shots!! Danced the whole night~! Reached home ard 4.30am. Had GREAT fun!

Thursday(8/12/05): Slept till 2pm! Bought lunch and watched TV till evening, my cousin asked me if I want to join her to Bugis with Mei Ting but I did not as I find it rushing for me if I followed them. Met up with Shan and went to market to get batteries and bread, in case I felt hungry during the journey. After the 7pm show on Ch 8 then asked my dad to sent me to the Train Station. That's the end of my one week stay back HOME.

Back In Malaysia

2005-12-09T14:38:00.000+08:00

Yup, made it back to malaysia ALONE!! Felt kinda sad when I reached S'pore Train Station, cause I do not want to leave S'pore. But no choice, had to be back in Malaysia to take my 2 days course in KL. Reached my destination ard 3am. And I was scared because my phone have no reception when my mom told me to give her a call when I reached Triang, one station away from my stop. I keep trying till I heard the annoucement that the train will be arriving shortly... then I managed to call my mom! It was raining when I reached the station, heavy rain!! Lucky I was wearing my jacket with a hood. I was the only passenger to alight at my station from my cabin! Did not sleep well in the train as it was a bit warm and also very shaky this time round... Am impressed that now I can travel alone to malaysia, to my grandmother place!! Am Proud of myself... *grinz*
Really had great fun back HOME. Meeting all my buddies and family! Will update more details when I am back frm KL. Going to KL in abt an hrs time!!! Am a busy girl... busy as a bee... hahahaha.... Take Care peeps!! I wanna go ZOUK again!! It's so FUN!!!!! *dance dance*

Bored to DEATH

2005-11-28T17:41:00.000+08:00

Today am extreme tired, not sure why... feeling very restless today. Went home ard 3pm+ to take a COLD shower to wake myself up... but then by 4.30pm onwards, damn sleepy... Read the MINA mag twice which I bought it today when buying my lunch. The mag was not the latest one, is the Oct 2005 issue. But never mind, at least can keep me busy a couple of hours or so looking at the fashion and hair styles... Ate two apples just now and took a nap abt 30mins. Cause very very sleepy... can't open my eyes and my head felt extreme heavy... Tonight my mom is coming back, will be reaching in the morning. Will be going back in 2 days time, really can't wait to go back. Want to do lots of WINDOW shopping or SERIOUS shopping!!!
Right here where I am, do not have anything for me to SHOP!!!! Really am rotting!!!! 9hrs in the shop and the rest of my time in my home, no where else.... This is the bad point of being in a small town. Not used to the TV where I am staying because of the colour contrast is WAY TOO SHARP!!! It hurts my eyes and I need to wear my spects and sit far away frm the TV set to watch tv. Really wonder how my landlord and her daughter can watch the tv so near~~ The red is really very RED... very tiring for the eyes... wonder if they can change the colour contrast....
Gals, can you guys give me some suggestion what to give for guys.... giving chocolates to guys is it very funny?? Hope to see ya guys REAL SOON!!!
Take Care!!

Get to know yourself better

2005-11-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

miss HOME

2005-11-24T14:34:00.000+08:00

Really am missing home... missed my cozy little room and my three furry dogs and of coz my buddies~!!! Miss them ALOT!!! Had fun chatting with shan, pei yoke and von online and also reen.... going to do lots of things when I get back! Everyday will be out... haha.. want to go so many places, that time sick of it... now I don't find it boring... I want to go parkway, East Coast Park, Bugis, Suntec, City Hall, Orchard, Clark Quay, ESKI BAR + ZOUK!! All these places are making me exicted!! haha... as if I have not been there before.. ahaha... as if I am a foreigner... hahaha~~ Must have dinner together ok... Have a HDZ dinner...
All will be reunion on 1st Dec! haha~~ Can't wait to go HOME!!!
Micheal Buble - HOME
Now cleaning up my photobucket. Have booked the chalet, now waiting to get a reply from my friend cause she was the one who helped me book the resort. If I can use her photocopy IC to use the resort as she is not sure if they allow sub-letting to non-members. Will give you guys a BIG HUG when I get back HOME!!!

Update

2005-11-22T17:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Have decided where to hold my 21st birthday. Have asked suggestion from my mother and have agreed on booking the Aloha Loyang resort. It have all the neccessary things which I need and am asking a friend of mine to help me book as it is different pricing for civil servant and the public. Later will be thinking what are the things to get, not that I am greedy or what. It just that afraid that I do not have much time to prepare to get the things when it just round the corner.
Have my connection yesterday. Now using the company computer to surf the net. Going to look for help how to connect my personal own computer to the internet as my computer have more things to surf the net... got the flash player etc...
Going back end of the month, 30th Nov night train meaning 1st Dec morning train. Will be reaching S'pore ard 11am. Have chat with reen and von online. So happy to chat with them as if it seems I have not chat with them for ages. Now I am abit normal as I have internet access! Finished reading the Harry Potter bk which I've asked my cousin to bring it in when she was back for my grandmother's birthday. Finished reading it within 3days... cause there's nothing much for me to do, so I read my book. Now am reading a health book abt juicing.
Will be back in S'pore for a wk only, then after that head back to malaysia to attend a 2 day course in K.L. Not sure if I will be able to stay in S'pore during x'mas or count down. But am sure that in Jan 2006, will be in s'pore for 3wks. That's all what I want to blog... think will blog again tml~ hahaha... Take Care Peeps!!

13th Nov 2005

2005-11-22T17:00:00.000+08:00

Today not working as it is my grandmother 80th birthday celebration. At last have a good night sleep after preparing all the things for the opening of the shop. Went to the nearby The Store to look for my family who arrived this morning only. Met my niece, Valarie, was so happy to see my sister, brother, sis-in-law and my dad. At last see some S’poreans! Haha~ feeling HOME…. After shopping, went to coffee shop to take my breakfast and after that headed back home to get prepared for my grandmother birthday celebration. Then realized my room was locked, when I did remember I just switch off the light and air-con and not locking the door. The key to the door also not working, no choice but to knock down the door. Knock the door knob and hammering the door, it took us half an hr to knock the door down to open the stupid door. After the commotion, quickly took a shower and walked over to the restaurant. The whole celebration took abt 4hrs. Haha! Took lots of photos and also took photos with my kakis (my cousin) and also my drunkard cousin who drank 4 glasses of hennesy!! After that went to the nearby town with Ivy and her brother. Her brother drive so fast!! A 90 degree sweep turn when turning to a junction when it was RED light, those who sit at the back all swept to the side. It was thrilling!!
End of the month I will be going back to s’pore for a few days, the most a week stay and now thinking how am I going to survive with my computer in Malaysia and me in s’pore with internet connection but no CPU for me to use!!! Now really wished when I can get my internet connection so that I can chat with you guys. When you guys saw my entries already, meaning I already have my connection for sure. See ya guys ard and Take Care!!!

11th Nov 2005

2005-11-22T16:56:00.000+08:00

Today is the official opening of my mother’s company. Woke up ard 8am++ to prepare all the necessary things. Ard 10.30am, the Liqua Health Boss arrived with another senior manager and also the S.I Boss also arrived shortly. My aunties helped to prepare food for lunch, home-cooked buffet. There were lots of delicious food and my grandmother famous “ah-cha”. Slowly all the guest we invited were all here and waited for the time to hold the opening ceremony. The time for it was 11.11am because my mother want to have 8 ones, 11th Nov 11.11am. After the opening, the Boss gave a short speech and followed by another boss abt how to do the S.I plan. The whole event ended ard 1pm. After that, I asked my cousin if they want to go out for a walk or drive ard. Then he suggested how abt going to Genting afterall is only 2hrs journey away. So I agreed with him and asked my cousin Ivy if she want to join us and also another cousin of mine to follow us. But then she can’t, cause she have to return to work and off at 5pm, by the time she is done is abt 6.30pm. Then want to look for Micheal brother to ask him if he want to join us, but can’t get him. So that means there is only 3 of us going to Genting. We set off at 4pm and reached Genting ard 5.15pm++. We took the cable car up to Genting, 2 way trip only cost us RM8. The ride took us abt 15mins to get up there. It was thrilling when the cable car was in mid-air. We explore ard Genting, cause Micheal used to work in Genting casino, so he know the way getting ard. We went to the outdoor theme park, but we did not play any of it cause Micheal don’t feel like playing and also the thrilling rides were closed so at the end we head for movie. There’s Indoor Theme Park and Outdoor Theme Park. I wanted to watch Chicken Little but Micheal have the VCD so we ended watching Koma 2 starring Shu Qi and Lin Jia Xin. Ivy and I bought the premium seat while Micheal bought the normal seat. Premium seat cost RM15 with a combo set and a snack(costing only abt S$6+). Imagine S$6+ it is! The movie was in Canto so I have no choice but to read the Chinese subtitles. I told Ivy that I was torturing myself as you guys know I don’t like to watch horror movies. The most diguesting part I looked away. Certain part, Ivy and I was laughing cause the expression made by the little boy in the movie and also we sort of know what will happen next in the movie. The most thrilling part, Ivy and I was laughing when there’s a group of girls screamed at their top of their lungs and this shock Micheal who was sitting in front of them. It was raining when we came out from the theatre and it was really COLD. After the movie we headed back to our car and ate the packed dinner we took from afternoon buffet in the car before we start our journey back home. We left Genting ard 9pm++ and reached home ard 11pm. When I have my driving liscene I think I will drive to Genting when I have the time. Haha…

10th Nov 2005

2005-11-22T16:52:00.000+08:00

For the past few days, keep polishing the glass door panel and also the glass table. Sorting papers and also cutting the vouchers which I’ve designed. Cleaning up the company etc… Tomorrows is the official opening of my mother’s company, have already cleaned the shop, cupboard and arranged all the good and labeling all the cupboard stating what are the things inside. My mother bought flowers to decorate the shop. And now there a total of 9 plant in the shop, 2 fresh flower and 7 other long lasting ones. The previous night I asked my landlord if S’porean can learn driving here and she asked her friend and said that S’porean can learn driving in Malaysia, but must learn International one. So I can learn driving in Malaysia!! Yeah!! See when I have the time to go and learn driving. Hope can learn as soon as possible because here in where I am staying, is a must to have a vehicle because there’s not much taxis ard and bus also. All are cars and motors only. I must learn Cantonese and Malay as soon as possible too, because not many people here understand English. Having homesick now, missed my cosy room and bed and also all of you, cause I do not have any friends here. Feeling kinda out of place in this new environment, where the people do things very slowly unlike in S’pore, everyone is moving and doing things quickly. Here is really slacking, not much place to walk ard also. Have moved out from my grandmother place and currently am staying at my shop landlord house, she rent out a room for my mom and I as she and her daughter staying only in the house. I miss ya guys!! Hope I can get my connection as soon as possible!!
PS: Type this entry when I was too bored, so just typing them out in Words, so that when I have connection, I will just click and paste. ahaha~~

7th Nov 2005

2005-11-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm… Today is my 3rd day stay in Pahang, still not used to the environment, still adapting to it. Now I know how Reen and Von felt. Lonely, no friends and am handicap because do not understand and speak malay. So I am being forced by the environment to pick up a new language. Today woke up early and head down to K.L with my mom and cousin (the one who worked for my parent, Ah Liang a.k.a Micheal). Went to Liqua head office and it took us abt half and hour to find the place after we reached K.L cause we were lost, we over shot the place and keep driving around, we were like in a maze. I met one of the Boss in Liqua and he is very friendly. After settling things at the head office, went for lunch and I waited till the crowd was gone then was my turn to get my food. Was a bit frustrated because my mom and cousin had already finished their lunch and I have not even started mine!! After lunch went to the city of K.L to purchase computer for the company. The centre which I went is similar to Sim Lim Square, but is much bigger then Sim Lim Sqaure. Bought a computer set with black Samsung monitor , a canon printer, a router, 4 pieces of blank CD-RW and also a 2nd hand acer monitor for my computer as I did not bring in my monitor in. I brought my keyboard, mouse, webcam and CPU in except my monitor. After buying all the things we need, my cousin drive us to KLIA (Kuala Lumpur International Airport) to fetch my cousin from Shenzhen, China. We waited for an hr and chat with my cousin while waiting for them. After picking them, went for dinner at somewhere (not sure where it is, my cousin brought us there). After that, head back to my grandmother place which took us abt 2-3hrs. Along the way, my mom chat with my cousin. My cousin drove very fast, the speed that he drove is abt 120-140km/hr when in highway. I told him that there is no way he can drive like this in S’pore.

Am leaving S'pore and heading to Malaysia

2005-11-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

Yeap~ going in Malaysia this coming thursday so now have been packing my things since yesterday. Will be staying there till end of the month or longer. Going to bring over my comp there too, so that I can email you guys or stay in touch through MSN. Today had a bad hair day, went to Parkway to have my hair cut @ QB. But then turned out bad. Went back home and my mom helped me cut again... Now my hair is really short, like a guy hair style... or like when I was in primary school that hair cut. Shan, you have the photo when I was young, the one you took from me... my hair is similar to that right now... Can't stand my hair style now.. going to use hair gel to STYLE my hair, in order not to looked so TOOT! Wanted to apply roaming service but can't cause I am still UNDER AGE!!!
So if anything, you all can msg me or call me. I will divert my call to my mother's phone. Now I know why Reen need to prepare her things, cause really need to bring lots of things over to a foreign country, afraid that you might need them over there. Will post some photos up when I have the free time.
Sorry for not able to join the outing "later", the clubbing outing. Bet will miss out lots of fun and also night time sweet treats with 4/1 people. Take Care people!
Help me to keep receipts if you all have! I NEED THEM!! Don't throw them away!!! From thursday onwards, I am a step closer to my dream, an adventurous journey waiting for me to explore. I must step out of my comfort zone and step into the adventure zone. Really needs courage to do that. Shan, don't be sad k, that another HDz leaving s'pore and heading overseas. So now left you, hui and min. This is really a test to our friendship. You guys will always be with me no matter where I am. Hugs and Kisses!!

I am Famous!

2005-10-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

Hahaha~~~ I am in SP Gradute Employment Survey 2005 cover!!!! My nenek and tai tai!!! Hahaha... today was preparing to step out of my house to head down to office, I went to check if there's any mail. And there's only and frm SP and I saw how come got 3 faces so familar!!!! And realised it was me!!! hahaha....
Going to keep it man, this is once in a life time experience! I showed to my mother and she said "out of so many graduates, they choose this photo... You are one lucky girl!" My mom said better then CAAS award.
Went to attend 2 day course in JB. Learnt alot of things and get to know lots of people and also each and everyone of them have a very good or shld I say powerful background! Am going to be one of them in years to come. Going to learn lots of things and can see I have a EXTREME BRIGHT FUTURE. There's this uncle said I have a hidden power. haha... He said I can be a very good speaker. Last night after the course, went to a pub to celebrate someone's 21st birthday and I played pool there with my friends. Really enjoyed myself!!
I am now like a metal coin, in polishing process... Going to SHINE BRIGHTLY! There's going to be lots of obstacles for me.

Am Back

2005-10-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps.... Am back after abt 1 mth not blogging?? Nothing to write abt so did not type them out. Recently have a BIG blow, now still recovering bit by bit... cried for 3hours... think back of it.. kind a silly of me... but then it meant that it really has hurt my heart.... now thinking back, tears are flowing again....
Don't want to share much, as not to hurt myself again. Will always respect and love that person who have hurt me even though. From that incident, have done some thinking, am I wrong or he just don't get what I want in my future? Shld I follow my heart or follow his wish? But I still stand firm in what I want to have and be in years to come. I believe in myself that I can prove it to him that I can do it.
I might be struggling the coming years, but I will win the battle eventually. I can already picture myself in 5 years time down the road. Becoming an adult is really not an easy task, really admire those who can become an adult with no worries or troubles. Just hope you guys can understand what I am doing, just give me your morale support, shoulder or a listening ear when I need them. I will be very greatful. Hope you guys can accept who I am going to be in the future. Friends Forever. Thanks Shan for listening to me that day on the phone. Have chat with min and asked her abt the matter, now is no longer an issue with me. Thank You!
PS: Pls try to understand me if I am avoiding some of the ppl or even HDz. Cause I need some space for me to do some serious thinking or what so ever. My heart is aching when I type each word. But this is what my mind is thinking. I am now saying Sorry first, in case in the future I really did hurt any of you in the years to come. Think I am now not the usual Fang², I don't know... Maybe I really need to get away from city and hide in one small part of the world and do some reflaction and thinking. Any way, I LOVE You GUYS! Reen miss you LOTS!! Von you too!!

I am a Dare Devil

2005-09-15T20:27:00.000+08:00

Today hot news~!! I told my management that I'm working till end of this week instead of end of the month~! Today cried when I spoke to my manager, cause of sth happen yesterday... a long story~~
Felt relieve after telling them my decision. Less burden.... Am I too rush to make this decision? But I have no regrets~ just wish Min all the best over there.... Just feeling that I am going to make a very big change in my life~ now I have already taken my 1st step, there's nothing can stop me from what I want. Hope can get moral support from you guys. 2 days ago one big stunt from me, today a BIGGER stunt. I am and stunt actress! hahaha....
Really wonder where I got the courage to tell them that I am quitting. Action is POWER. Really... Am I acting too childish or what?? Wish to meet up with hdz and friends,just feel like hugging you guys. A crazy Fang is born or a mature Fang is born? God knows.... Same old brand new me... hahaha~ "Same Old Brand New You" A1 song...

I did something~~

2005-09-13T18:06:00.000+08:00

I did something shocking today~ I told my management that I'm going to work till end of this month... Going to help my mother with her business, so maybe going over to my grandmother place to stay. So i think i wouldn't be in s'pore most of the time as i will be travelling between s'pore and malaysia....
Told my colleague and they expected it.... one of them also going to quit.... I told my supervisor not to put too much attention on me, put more attention to the others. Then my manager called me over to talk to me, to asked why the sudden news of quitting... I told him abt the time and pay weird and low and my brother told me that i shld be getting at least S$1400 but not S$1000 only. Then my manager asked me to write a letter for resignation. But then in my heart was thinking, why I need to write it in black and white as i was not officially appointed yet. I'm only on probation, why do i need to write it?
Today sales was not bad, gave some sales to my colleague. Am happy that I met this bunch of ppl, and also having the working experience in airport. Is kinda cool but is the time that i need to sacrifice... that's all folks... I just fired my ownself in order to be re-cover my freedom~~

PSP

2005-09-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

I got my PSP!!!! My brother bought it for me!!! Feeling happy and guilty at the same time~ cause is so expensive... =s This is the 1st time he spent so much on me man.. this is Christmas + 21st bday present man!!! THANK YOU KOR KOR!!!
Today went shopping with my sis, my brother-in-law and my brother. Went to siglap eat Yong Tau Fu... very nice!! Beside the Cold Storage, then went to get some grocery, my sister having a gathering with her friends @ her place, then after that went to John Little and Robinson to look for things... Then after shopping round, went to TCC... Had the Ice honey latte and Aussie Potato Salad with crunchy green apple.. took picture of it with others... my sis want to get a watch for my brother for his bday as his bday is just round the corner... Ate alot today... Went shopping with my brother, from Taka to Wishma looking for long sleeve shirt but then end up with nothing. Dinner I had YUMI peach yogurt with strawberry and kiwi @ SCOTTS. Then after that head to Lucky Plaza to get my PSP. Took some picture today when I was preparing myself this afternoon... and had pizza @ my workplace on tuesday, we ordered Canadian pizza to airport... hahaha....

Am BACK!!!

2005-09-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

A BIG HELLO!!! I am BACK!!! got 2 days off at LAST... after much trouble with my manager and supervisor.. keep pestering them... making them annoyed... everyday complain to my supervisor about the extra off day they owe me when others got their extra off day....
Went to ZOUK after my work last night, took the company taxi there. reached there ard 1.30am or so... did not dance much as was a bit brain dead... the 1st time vist to ZOUK was still the best experience... wanted to look for more kakis one.. but then all not free.. so bo bian....
Work now @ airport is ok~ but then the pay sucks... i wouldn't be staying there long as now i am asking some help from others to keep a lookout for me... a job in airport but of MUCH better pay... my manager want to keep me in the company... but then i just told them that in Jan 2006 i want to go abck school and they are informed of it... The pay is really sucky and the management system is not GOOD... the working time is weird. But the ppl and environment are good. I hit my last month target of S$11,000 and got a can of Aust Abalone and a can of 'Buddha Jump Over The Wall'
Got a crush on someone but not sure of it... haha... maybe am just tired so start to think funny things... hahaha.... Am turning 21 in erm~~ less than 4 mths time...
SHIT MAN!!! Am turning 21 when eric just turn 20!! Basket man... anyway he is my buddy.... will meet my Mr Right one day... hahaha... now I am much closer with my 2nd brother. He gave me his digital camera, he said he can give me his new one and he can get another for him as he got it at a very low price, but i told him the old one is good enough... I told him i turning 21 SOON and he was SURPRISE and i reminded him, he is turning 27 soon~ haha... Got a green Adidas jacket and blue Adidas shirt plus a mickey mouse bag frm his GF and a Mango blouse frm my brother which he bought it frm France. He is going back to France this sat, think will miss him... Got a feeling that I will have something BIG awaiting for me to discover... my 6th sense is telling me~ waiting for me to make it happen....
A long entry this time.. hee hee... Just Miss everyone out there, all my friends and HDz... all busy with their own life, 2 in Perth, 3 busy with their BF... me alone... but never mind.. my time will come with me and my Mr RIght... hahaha *^_^*

Work 2

2005-07-24T19:34:00.000+08:00

The next following days at work are kinda fun and boring at the same time... when there's no customer really bored to death... looking for things to keep me busy... fun part was chatting with customer asking how they find s'pore and where they are heading... my working place can see the plane land and take off.... one day i was at the toilet, i saw taiwan singer JIANG MEI QI!!! She was so pretty!!!! CHIO man!!! than i was smilling all night as i was filled with joy and excitement... last night went to Terminal 2 departure hall, took the skytrain frm terminal 1 departure hall...
when i reached Terminal 2, i was like OH MY GOD!!! so crowded... compared to T1... there are also Levis, Charles & Keith, MAC, BIOTHERM, computer, tv shop etc.... i was amaze... after mission failed for searching bangawan solo.. went back to T1. not taking the skytrain as it was brokendown... i took the travelator all the way back to T1... I started grinning as i was walking back to T1... as i was feeling very excited and happy.. working in the airport... haha....
I'm very close to aunty lina the one who prepare the dishes in the kitchen and thelma who work outside the retail side... Just love them!!! that's all!! tml will be working morning shift which is 6am~3pm.. need to wake up ard 4.30am+, the taxi driver will call me... last night wrote a letter to my supervisor to request for 6days off for my graduation and 3 full day course.. my wish was granted as my colleague told me when i sms her.

Work

2005-07-24T19:16:00.000+08:00

hmm~~~ started work on tuesday(19/7/05). Got my notice on monday night, start work on tuesday 3pm to 12 midnight.... i was in a lost as von was leaving that very same day.... so i msg von telling her i can't sent her off and also inform the other hdz abt it.... Woke up 11.30am took a shower and took a taxi down to bugis village... thought shan meeting me... but then no... miscommunication with her... bought 2 white giodarno polo tee in OG and then head to seiyu BUM to look for jeans, but then fail cuase don't have dark colours so head back to bugis village to my bro's gf shop to pass her my brother letters BUT than the aunty shop oppo her not open... so i went to buy a pair of black jeans for $33... bought a lunch box home and ate my lunch.. changed into my uniform which was the white polo tee and black jeans and head down to airport...
1st day not used to the environment yet, feeling kinda stress... then von came... chat with her a while then she ask me give her a hug... hugged her and tears start to roll.... then my asst. manager told me to sent von off... to the gate, as who can get the chance to sent ur friends to the gate! Normally only to the check in part but i can sent to the gate. I did not as i don't want too... afraid i will cry more terrible.. as u all know... i am very EMOTIONAL....

hee hee

2005-07-16T19:20:00.000+08:00

nothing to do now after my steamboat dinner so decided to UPDATE my kawaii blog... hahaha... Last night von came over to my place to help my mom read tarot cards and after that min came over too... i cooked instant noodles for them and we sat at my kitchen dinner table talking and drinking... after our supper all went to my brother's room to watch Initial D dvd... after the show, min went home, it was already raining at that time. Von went back much much earlier when her mom called to pick her up... von said sorry to trouble me, but i told her not to worry as she don't have much time with us like this, so just treasure the moments we had together. Morning went to Kbox to use my 2 free K-Lunch voucher which i got it when i bought JJ album... Thursday went to airport Terminal 1 for an interview, and i guessed i got the job as my manager helped to go and prepare my airport pass... so i would be working in airport terminal 1 soon.... my new hangout place would be airport! Wednesday night celebrate shan birthday at Mega Pool... and i was not feeling too well. keep having stomache.... then after our pool game when the shop closing, we went to bedok to eat the famous BAK CHO Mee... I almost kena 'killed' my hui surprising stunt when she open kelvin's car at the red light junction when I was leaning against the door... she did not see me i was at the door!!! x_x"
Hui's pls don't do any surprising stunt!!!! Shan's brithday continue on thursday night at the s'pore river there, near the Lim Bo Seng momumemt there, it was so funny when min, hui & I were hinding at the monument there while caroline, steph & von were squatting at the corner and run to the other side when hui gave the wrong signel to them... it was so funny... after that we took pictures and went to Eski Bar for a drink! We stay there till closing ard 1am++... We took some pictures there, von, min & I keep going to the front counter as it was feeling COOL!!!! heehee... will go there again. Thankz reen for telling me this COOOOOL hang out place!! Take Care Reen and MISS YA SO MUCH!!!!!!!!

Updating Time

2005-06-27T16:29:00.000+08:00

haha~~ sorry ah now then update my OLD blog... Computer spoil... just got a new cpu last sunday... my 20GB hard disk dead... Completed my assignment in mini toons, got my pay and also spent some part of my money already. Mostly on photo albums and photos! Bought 4 photo albums, 2 Pooh and another 2 normal stick type from Orchard. Bought my Pink Adidas cap at last! Saw it @ parkway while I was waiting for my 203 pieces of photos to be developed... Now hunting for jobs again, went to applied part time @ music junction and sembawang with Min. Now waiting for them to call me. Mc Cafe no need ppl at the time being, so there goes my another job opportunity... now a days damn bored at home... HAIZ... all busy with their own things except me... Wanted to watch 'A Lot Like Love' with hdz one... but then can say no need liao as Reen and Shan have already watched it... DUHZ!!! >_<"
I want to watch 'Be With You' which is a jap movie... Saw this from E-News frm SCV last month or the month before. Think going to learn driving this month as I can't go work cause this coming friday I need to go to JB to attend a 3 day talk and on the 28th July attend my graduation ceremony and the next consuctive days I need to go attend a 3 full day course which cost abt S$1k++. So I also doubt ppl would want to employ me if i keep taking OFFs... Hmm.... That's all folks....

Survey @ Suntec

2005-06-02T14:56:00.000+08:00

yah... the total survey I've done @ suntec mini toons is the lowest among my 4 days of work.. a total of 54 survey forms completed... only 54... die man... highest @ Lot 1... wonder tml @ Bishan will hit how many...

Auction jewellery

2005-06-02T14:19:00.000+08:00

haha... I've touched watches and jewellery up to S$500K...?? haha~~ Got this job offer all credits goes to Shan Shan!! Thanks man!!! This job is easy, fun and an eye opener for me... easy money too!! haha.... Went for this job with Reen, Min and Min's friend Jun Hong... There were a total of 5 people to take care of the jewelleries... The other person is from Dovebid... His name is Thomas, only get to know his namer after the whole event... He looked abit like Mr. Arthur Poh who teaches me IT law... But Mr. Arthur Poh of course more funny...
Mr. Lee, my boss talks extreme fast during the auction!!! There were a total of 249 lots... The highest bid was S$32K+ for a watch, and the 2nd highest one was S$20k++ for a piece of diamond that is a size of abt 0.7cm diameter? The auction ends around 4.30pm, we were paid $70...
After that, Reen and I wanted to head home to rest, to recharge our batteries as Min, Reen & I did not slept well the night before... As we were planning to go clubbing... But then end up shopping with Reen around Orchard, as I want to go take a look @ Cineleisure Galilee if they need any staff... But then don't think I will go there... Reen know my reason... Then shop around... Reen & I bought a Churros & a Sausage bread from Marche and we shared it with one another, after that snack I was feeling energetic as the churros was filled with sugar, and i ate bread & meat.. Reen & I went to Takashimaya - Mango, Zara, Kinokuniya (bought a complete kit of Tarot which cost me $14.91, and Reen bought a juice recipe book, I still waiting for a Taiwan chinese zodiac bk), Wisma - The Body Shop, Charles & Keith, Forever 21, TopShop, Sara (bought blade for eye brow & eye lashes curler, wanted to get a baby blue eye liner but then quite ex for me, its from PUPA), Tangs - Clinique, M.A.C then head home... I told Reen, morning @ Hotel Royal, bed so near yet so far and now CB & Zouk so near yet so far... haha... I almost spent my $70 as I need to pay Reen money and top up my easylink card, then all the small snacks and drinks...
When reached bus stop, went to buy dinner for my dad @ Reen's place and bought beancurd & beancurd drink & grass jelly home. My computer can not start so cannot use my computer to update so I ended up sitting in my living room watching hong kong swimming drama series & took a shower then use the things I got from SARA and then tried the tarot cards... The tarot cards really accurate man!! Freaks me out!!! COOL & Freaky.... Will post up the pictures when my computer comes alive, as now I'm @ my parents office, my mom went to JB & my dad out having meeting... So need someone to be in the office. Today is Mr Lim's Birthday, I wish him Good Health and Best Wishes! Can't join the 4/1 people as I need to come to the office, tml is Hui's 20th Birthday!! Going to add a new link to my blog... those who know jap... heehee.. Love that link coz is done by my Yukiko sensei!! Kawaii blog!!! Sensei, hontoni arrigatou gozaimasu!!!

Not too good

2005-05-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

hmm... today experience @ TM is not that good compared to CCK.... Reasons: 1. 1st impression on the manager not that friendly. 2. The customer there very stuck up, DAO... Today worked for 7hrs, took an hr break to go back to Pasir Ris to find Tony... Surprisely he is STILL there... Chat with him for a while, asking him if i can go back there to work. He told he can't decide now as Beng Seng is the one who is in control, and also advised me to get a proper job, don't get into F&B... as now in the market there's an urgent demand for Poly Graduates.
The drinks and layout all changed, no more fried food, new drinks and new menu... cake size much smaller and cheaper... After 30mins or so, went to Food Court to eat Dry Prawn Mee... yummy... went back to TM after my 'dinner' Then continue on my survey thingy... went up to Mini Bits... 30mins still no customer want to help me do the form... today got some help from friends... today total survey forms completed only 68!!! 7hrs only 68!! can you imagine, me standing outside mini toon for 7hrs and only completed 68 forms... think got 60 or more rejection from customers... some cutomers don't even give a damn when i asked them politely... what the shit man.. dao what dao... Really during the afternoon, i was really quite pissed off and dissappointed cause the HQ actually give like 200 pieces of pen which were to be given away!!! Worst than Heeren man... Heeren no help also got 70, TM with help only 68... what the shit man.. so damn pissed and upset... the crowd @ TM is damn crowded loh.. people keep knocking me.. kaoz... bth man! I prefer working @ CCK & Heeren man.. the people much more friendly.... not i eat snake today loh... is customers make me eat snake one...
Today get to meet one of the mini bits girl again, whom she worked @ Heeren Mini Bits, so happy to see her... then chat with her today and another girl... Gossip with them... haha... after my work, i bought the mini toon gummies and treat them some... the sour apple ring is nice... haha... now i'm @ home, drinking peppermint milk... haha... i mixed peppermint alcohol with milk... nice leh!!! wonder who drank so much of the milk i bought man... think is my bro-in-law... my niece must have came into my room, coz my pooh bear carpet have powder everywhere and my bed is in a mess!! haiz... damn tired now.. hope tml wouldn't have the same problem... but i BET confirm will have the same situation.. coz mostly are all family, not students... tml will be working only 4hrs as last week i already covered 1 hr... that's all... byee!!!

Haha~~

2005-05-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

So happy today...! Completed all the survey forms today @ CCK Lot1!! 100 survey forms... and I got 2 of the free gift... as 2 ppl didn't take the pen... Today woke up ard 10.40am then prepare myself then went to market to take my lunch. Ate wantan mee, then took train to Chua Chu Kang... total 19 stations, took abt 45mins... Reached Lot1 ard 12.50pm, so got an hr to walk ard... there very compeitive as 4th level have More Than Words, Yellow, 3rd level got Ice Lemon Tee, Gift A Name & Cards N Such... there's library too... the layout sth like White Sands. Just that the library is smaller then White Sands.. There's a cinema too... Today most of the ppl who did the surveys are students as today is the last day of school... so u guys know lah... after school go out...
Evening time, there's an children author @ popular, so there's a long queue to get his autograph... Afternoon saw Guang Wei, he saw me 1st.. he thought i working @ mini toon, but i told him for today only @ CCK, other days @ different outlet... he told me, he working @ LOT1 Sambawang. Then evening time saw one of my course mate... Xiu Ling's classmate... of coz asked him to help me filled up the survey form... cannot let him go mah... heehee... I find that Heeren outlet greet the customer better compare to CCK. Each outlet have 3 person including the manager.
Today got my new schedule, coz last sunday i only worked 1 hr instead of 5hrs cause not feeling well, having stomach cramp... so went home... within that hr i got abt 11 survey forms. There are more rejection in Suntec compared to Heeren & CCK. Think because there's more students in these areas compared to suntec, more family and adults... Tml will be @ TM frm 1pm to 9pm... wonder there's how many forms over there, I think got 120~150?? Hope tml i can break my record today, as i already broke my record @ Heeren. Heeren = 80 (10, manager help), Lot1 = 100 (own) today worked till 8.15pm, my manager wrote OT for me... heehee... Heeren one did not... Haiz... whatever...
Btw, my cousin helped me asked her manager @ Mc Donalds, Mc Cafe manager. Asked him if there's any vacancies, as I want to work there. The funny thing was, when she just asked if Mc Cafe have any vacancies, her manager keep saying "you are not suitable for cafe..." then my cousin told them "I'm helping my cousin to ask, not I'm going to work there..." then the Mc Cafe manager told my cousin the pay is $4.50/hr. My cousin told him that her cousin (me) is a S'porean and have 6mths experience... So the Mc Cafe manager told my cousin to ask me to go and see him when i am free, as my cousin told the Mc Cafe manager that currently i'm working during wkends and can only work frm Mon~Thurs, the manager said is more then enough. My cousin manager ask "why not, ask your cousin join Mc Donald instead." My cousin replied to her that "my cousin have more interest in cafe..."
Heehee... sorry ah.. not updating for like 6days then now suddenly a new long post...

1st day @ work

2005-05-21T22:45:00.000+08:00

just got back home @ 10pm... today worked till 9.10pm+.. as need to hit 80 survey forms completed... actually i only hit 70... my manager helped me get another 10 forms completed by challenging me within 15mins see who get 10 first... it was so funny... The staff there are all very friendly... chit chat with them.. had fun over there, it as seems we know one another for long... ^_^
Woke up @ 10.40am this morning, took a shower then ate my udon... then prepare myself then head for work... reached Heeren @ 12.43pm... work start @ 1pm... Met my manager of the heeren outlet and took the forms and pens... borrowed a pouch from them to hold the free gifts as i don't have any pouch or bag to contain the free gifts...
Jump from shop to shop... see which ever shop is crowded just head there... There's Mini Toon, Mini Bits(opposite shop) and Mini Mix @ 5th level... see the youngsters buy the candy till i feel like eating.. haha... see the colourful marshmallow... $1.50/100g... got some cute comments from customers.. they got attracted to the shops by the cute layout and the colours of the shop.. filled with colours... Stand till now both legs tired... so long didn't stand for this long... last time i stand so long was @ GIANT supermarket 2yrs back... Not much ppl ard 1~2pm... 3pm onwards the shops then start to crowd... mini mix ppl come and go in bunch...
Tml will be @ suntec frm 3pm~8pm... Think tml will be worst then today as tml is Sunday + Vesak Day + mini toon just outside Carrefour... Tml prepare to be crazy... 1 down... 10 more days to go... next friday i will be @ Lot 1 (CCK)... Wish me luck!!
Now eating a bowl of salad and a glass of milk as i'm feeling hungry... dinner ate a bowl of wantan mee.. not bad... the pouch i borrowed right, i bought it as i find it easier for me as no need to ask everytime whenever i go to a new outlet, save trouble... that's all for now... *pEaCe out*

my mini toon tag

the pouch which i've bought

Mini Toons

2005-05-21T00:16:00.000+08:00

Tml starting work @ Heeren. Will start from 1pm ~ 9pm... need to go to the Mini Toons, Mini Bits and Mini Mix... Every wkend will be @ different outlet.. meaning I will go and visit all Mini Toons outlet in S'pore... Sunday will be @ Suntec.. there are total of 11 outlets... My 2nd last outlet is @ parkway... and the last @ IMM!!!! Total working hours is 70hrs PLUS I don't take any breaks. Coz breaks are not included.. so if i want to save $$, cannot take so many break...
This morning woke up @ 8am... left house @ 9am then walked to Sims Ave to take bus 51/21... Then @ after the turn @ Eunos I drop off and waited for bus 63... Signed the contract and took 2 Mini Toons polo tee and a lanyard... Don't wear lanyard in SP now must wear when work.. sians... will be working as a surveyor... Will get to know more friends as I will be visiting all outlets in S'pore... plus I so talkative... haha..
On the way back, watched the "1/2 Yuan Fen" in the bus... then i tuned in to my discman while walking home... listen instead of watching.. bought food and drink home for lunch... then after my lunch, washed my blanket & my new working uniform and surf net then sleep... prepare dinner and I forgot to take out the cold tofu till my mom told me when she opened the fridge after our dinner...
Hope everything goes smoothly for me during these 11 days... Also am still looking out for better perm job.... Want to watch Monster-in-law, House of Wax, My Boyfriend is Blood B(sth like that, a korean movie)
*PEACE*

Reen's Bday photos

2005-05-19T16:51:00.000+08:00

Cheese Birthday Cake

Birthday Girl

Shan & Reen

Hui & Reen

Me & Reen

Min & Reen

Hdz

ZOUK mambo~!

2005-05-19T14:36:00.000+08:00

yo ah yo~~ shake ah shake~~ woot!! hahaha....!! Really had a GREAT time @ ZOUK last night!! Party there till the dance floor close!! HAHAHA... Shan came over to my place ard 6pm+ then i was preparing dinner... Really becoming an AUNTIE soon... Afternoon was sms-ing with Aunty Aw.... abt jobs, graduation thingy and just chit chat through sms... watched American Idol @ 3pm... The 3 finalise are REALLY GOOD!!! Went to parkway with my cousin to develop the photos taken @ Vietnam. The photo shop lady damn attitude man... buay song her... the photos developed out are good...
Met up with Thomas @ Zouk. Find him so hard man... coz can't hear what he was saying through the phone... @ Phuture then @ Zouk... so funny loh.. then @ Zouk my friends and i was walking to the other side just happen to see Thomas.. Shan, Reen, Hui, Min, Dion & I went to Zouk 1st, as Phuture was too PACKED... slowly the crowd came... get to know some guys @ Zouk... This guy called Winston... Min called him Mohamad as he looked abit like malay... it was so funny loh... Winston wants us girls to wish his friend Happy Birthday. He thought we were NTU ppl... coz last night was NTU Bash... no wonder so packed, compared to 2 wks ago... Had a great time there... there were a big group of us @ the night... about 10 or more?? Will treasure the time spent and the all the beautiful memories with me... THANK YOU for bringing in colours & music in my life!!! and my hair still smell of cigarette!!! washed 3 times liao... (-__-")

Updating 2

2005-05-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

Past few wks sleep late, wake up late... played PC games which I've brought from JB. Completed one of it and now playing the gambling game and The Sims. Went out with my cousin when she's off, brought her to the Boat Quay ZHONG HUA LA MIAN. Ate the MA LA MIAN and CHONG YU BING. But that day the spicy noodle is not spicy at all, we even add the chilli placed at the table.. and it's still not spicy, the noodle soup is not the usual red colour where u can see the chilli oil... a bit disspointed and the beef tasted salty that day. After that walked around at Raffles City then headed to Suntec. Bought low fat milk and plain yogurt which i will be mixing it with cereals. If you guys want a good and filling breakfast, can try eating yogurt with cereals. really will last you for a long time. Need to keep my room as still in a mess.
(-__-*)
Last sunday had a huge family gathering, my brother brought his baby home and baby Angil really do looked like her father. She's so fair... Had a great dinner total 10 persons having dinner... Need 2 tables in the kitchen as my kitchen marble table too small. Need to get a bigger table next time... That's all... will update again when something pops in my head...
Anyway today chat with von on the phone for nearly 30mins. She keep asking me abt Vietnam shopping better or Thailand. She said that Shan said end of the yr we going to Thailand.. Is that true Shan?? Just update me with things... gtg... go and watched ZHONG YI DA GE DA @ SCV...
byees~~~

updating time

2005-05-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

oops... have been neglecting my pretty blog nearly 2 wks.... today received a call frm Mini Toon HQ, then they asked me to go down for an interview and so i went. Took a cab down as it was raining and i wasn't sure where was their HQ. It cost me $6 to get there. The lady was surprised to see me as they actually asked me to go down before 5pm, then they said 3pm. I reached their office ard 2.30pm. The interview went smoothly... then the interviewer said they will notify me if i get selected. So took a cab back, had a chat with the taxi driver. This time round the cab fare cost $5.40. Reached home ard 3.10pm. Then my house phone rang, it was from Mini Toon and I was selected. Friday need to go back to HQ @ 10am. They will pass me the Uniform and the survey questions. As I am going to be their surveyor... the pay is $5/hr. But not sure if i need to go to all branches anot. Need to work during wkends meaning Friday ~ Sunday. Will get to know more information on friday morning. Will ask them some questions on that day too... Just give a try for this job, if i am not interested in it, will look for another job.
Xiao Han asked me want to work in Sales anot, selling Digi Cam pay is $7/hr. Not bad... But still find the Jap resturant more attractive... But she told me it would be very tiring working in a Jap resturant more over is a new branch... but now can't say anything since I have my job.
Last night went to Raffles City with my mom, she went for wedding dinner and I just walked around... Ate "Mee Hun Kway" and "Chong Yu Bing". The "Chong Yu Bing" taste nicer at the Boat Quay QING DE LAI ZHONG HUA LA MIAN. Then went to find Hui, chit chat with her and walked around... Bought Straits Times newspaper then headed home. At the classified, saw an advertisment WARAKU Japanese Resturant urgently needed people S'porean/PR and the pay is $10 & above per hr The pay is really very attractive. It will be opening soon @ Marina Sq. Watched a Hong Kong 3D Horror movie DVD with my cousin. Too bad we do not have the red & blue spects to see the 3D effect. The dvd player was abit faulty till at the end, i went to my living room dvd to my brothers room to finish watching it. All in all, it took us 3hrs to finish the horror movie when actually the show is only 1hr 30mins. We took twice the amount of time to watch it... it was so tiring...
Tml will go clubbing with my HDz and now looking for more kakees... Btw, can anyone tell me where can I post a gallery, as i want to post up all my pictures i have took in Vietnam.

I am Back!! Went to ZOUK after 1st day back in S'pore

2005-05-05T04:45:00.000+08:00

heehee... just took a shower... cause just came back from ZOUK... met up with reen and hui. Actually wanted to go clubbing but then only end up me, reen n hui. So we decided to go pub instead. But hui want to dance, so we took a cab down to ChinaBlack... saw the queue and we decided to head to ZOUK instead, as we think the chances of getting into ChinaBlack is low, ZOUK higher. The queue was fast @ ZOUK. Notice it was not that crowded compared to my 1st visit there. Then reen told me cause now is Exam period, that's why lesser people.. I still find the music better the 1st time i visited ZOUK... There were these malay guy keep looking at us and getting near us... and there was this striped drunkard keep leaning back.. which was getting our nerves... the dance floor is packed with ppl... 80% are guys... when we were abt to leave... an Ireland guy approach reen... it was so funny... didn't get to hear his name clearly... he just want a chat with reen... this is the 1st time just girls out clubbing... next time will chio more ppl to go... later going to check my result grades... hope everything goes smoothly... btw 'yesterday' received Singapore Polytechnic Department of Language & Communication letter, notify me that I've passed my Japanese Year 3! Need to collect cert from end of July'05 during Office Hours... thinking whether want to post up my diary entries I wrote during my stay in Vietnam... If I really post up, it would be extremely LONG... only that the 1st day when I reached Vietnam, I forgot to bring my camera with me to dinner, so miss out some memoriable shots... so forgetful... HAIZ... gtg.. need to get some sleep, but then my hair not dry yet, washed my hair again as it smelled of SMOKE... STINKO man... haiz.. this is what I don't like clubbing... SMOKE... haiz... so smelly.. that's all folks.. will upload my picture after I edit them, need to brighten all my 187pictures!!!! *faint*

Job Hunting

2005-04-27T18:36:00.000+08:00

today met reen at parkway accompany her to look for job... had my korean bibimbam and bought 2 bottles of H-TWO-O. Then went to orchard to look for jobs... first stop: Far East Plaza... everywhere need full & part timers.. but minimum need to work there abt 3mths then they will take you... reen and i walk ard Level One... we are not looking at clothes or shoes.. but looking out for hiring posters... It was so funny... we walked ard and ard... Next stop Scotts, Coffee Bean need Full & Part timers, reen filled up the application and the manager asked her if she futuring her studies, then the manager said they want staff like 6mths, then I applied for Full Timer post instead, and i asked them does Singapore Post need any crew but then the manager said her branch and Paragon branch in need of staff. Then I informed the manager that I'll not be in s'pore till 5th may, she told me they will give me a call for an interview...she added on that they are in need of staff, flexible hrs, 1 wk can work a 3~4 days can also... after that we went to Hagen Daaz, they need part timers but they want staff to work more than 3 mths... reen was sad when she heard that... coz the manager seems to be in of staff.... we went to Wisma, and I bought a pair of ear rings as my current one keep hurting my ear when I'm sleeping. Bought a pair Girl & Boy, cost me S$7. walked around Taka then we head to Paragon after that, look for jobs at the basement level... Angie The Choice need Retail Assistant but then need 3 mths and above... reen was really veyr sad by now... after that we head down to Heeren... Then I saw Mini Toon need Full & Part timers, I went to ask and I filled up the application form, same thing i informed them that I'll not be in s'pore till 5th May.. so now I have 2 jobs a waiting... which shld i choose?? Mini Toon or Coffee Bean? Shld i go for the $$ or go for my interest?? Hmm.. see how things goes... that's all.. Need to go and pack my luggage tml afternoon flying off to Vietnam... Will be back on the 3rd May, 2 days before result release... I asked Reen, 4th May want to go Mambo.. I confirm want to go, so she'll ask ppl to go too... Go Party before the result release... That's all... Take Care Folks!!!

FUN~! hahaha....

2005-04-27T02:38:00.000+08:00

hahaha... Just got back frm my coffee trip @ Changi Airport... with eric and reen... cause I was too bored at home and asked reen want to go out have coffee... and eric also want to go out have coffee... he got his parents permission and drove us out... we sat @ coffee bean for like 3hrs or so.. we chit chat abt sec sch memories and poly life... army staff etc... it was fun... at night at airport chit chat.. think if once i have license and car, i bet i will go out drive around whenever i am bored... eric driving ok loh... but think he needs more practise... at least he know he must be careful when driving... will find a BF who have car.. haha... eric is only my buddy... then the most happening thing happen when we were abt to end our trip was, there was police stop at the end of the highway. At the Community Center there, there's road block. The police officer ask eric to drive to the side, then all passenger need to get down and our IC number were taken down... we were like HUH... not so lucky ah... it was damn funny loh... then the police officer check the car and took our IC no down, reen did not bring ehr IC along, so she just give the police officer her details. After that the police officer just then told us we can go already.... then I asked one of the officer "is that all?" then he just nod his head.... hahaha... really damn funny... Eric first time drive at night and kena all these things... really is a experience for him man... later going to meet reen for ANG MOH wantan mee near Haig Girls sch there and going to accompany reen to Parkway to look for job and maybe after that head down to Heeren... That's all... later evening time then update more..

Boring day

2005-04-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

arh~!!!! I am so BORED!!! rotting 85% already.... really need to go look for job ASAP man.. can't stay at home any longer... going crazy... alone go out sian leh... didn't call shan scared she not free.. msg reen did not reply... haiz... min leh.. think no need to ask... hahaa... hui working... haiz!!!! feel like go drink coffee now... or go beach walk walk... so boring~! 2 more days to go and I will not be in s'pore... Meaning will not be able to update my blog for abt 6days? unless i can get internet connection over there at vietnam... will post the photos i take... BORING AH!!!!! don't know what to type liao... take care ppl~! I LOVE MY BLOGGY!!

Viva Forever

2005-04-25T14:57:00.000+08:00

heehee... Change my background music.. as i find it weird as the music does not bland with the theme of my blog... hahaha... one so gentle and the other so hip... haahaa... Now put this Viva Forever.. find it much much better... can have the gentle feeling... haha.. this song remind of Ju Young... wonder how is she in Korea... Last night slept at my brother room as my room aircon spoil... then went to parkway to have my dinner with my cousin. Ate Yoshinoya Beef Bowl value meal.. then after that went to Cold Storage get a can of ASAHI beer, H-TWO-O, a bottle of plain yogurt.. planning to have it as breakfast tml (today). Called my mother in malaysia and know that my grandmother got discharge from hospital.. she broke her bone.. need time to rest at home... Felt so happy when I knew that my grandmother got better... Felt so relief.... Packed my bag for Vietnam... 3 more days to go~~~ Just now met up with Shan, she accompanied me to Sim Lim Sq to get my SD 512MB card... Bought it at S$69 with 5 yrs warranty... Then met this sales guy, he said that I don't looked like a graduated student.. (-___-") he said Shan looked more like a Graduate..I told shan I where looked like a 20 yr old person.. hahaha... lalalla... *shake shake*
Going to clean my room now as later a uncle might come and repair my air con... Take Care ppl!! I LOVE MY BLOGGY!!!!!!

AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-23T18:42:00.000+08:00

AT LAST!!!! my new blog is DONE!!!
Its killing me man... so LONG didn't do coding.. now see all the coding all not so friendly i shld say... I need to pratise more on my codings already... can't imagine still call myself an IT student.. MALU man...
Actually I'm planning to use the Piglet skin.. but then had problems posting my entries so change my mind, use another skin.. tell u guys the fact.. this is my first time using skin.. so i don't know how it works.. next i want to add music to my blog... still doing it...
added some photos... sorry for not UPDATing my blog..
busy with studies... now have the TIME to update... have been meddling with codings since afternoon till now!!
Choose today to update my blog as to keep me busy... not to let me think to much... as sth happen last night... my grandma got hospitalised.. and my mom rushed in to malaysia to see her.. and the worst thing was yesterday i dreamt of my uncle passed away... i woke up and told myself.. its not true.. is just a dream... I pray that my grandma is fine.... will update more.. had enough for today

Busy Busy Busy

2005-02-03T05:15:00.000+08:00

So long didn't blog... Really have no time to do any blogging... Now here I have 2 good news... I am not attached.. still SINGLE... haha... Chin x2 have gave birth to 3 puppies on 12midnight on 31st Jan which means 1st Feb... And another piece of good news is... my sis-in-law have gave birth~!! AT LAST~ Angile have come to join my CHIN family... heehee... Didn't get to visit my sis-in-law and Angile. Her name is pronounce as 'Angle' only spelling different. On Tuesday(2/2/05) just attended my CNS make up class and my mom SMS me to inform me that Angile is out. Had Jap test on that evening too which I think I screwed it up again during my Oral. I only started revising after my CNS class which mean I just studied for like 3hrs and then went to take the test. Today was so STRESSED that my tears were already at the edge of my eyes... Project not working, table is so UGLY, brochure not printed as don't know where to get it colour photocopied. But then THANK GOD every is smooth and steady... I really did lose my COOL... I couldn't wait for this whole exhibition thing to END!! It is driving me MAD!! I only had 3hrs of sleep on Tue night and woke up at 6.30am to prepare myself to school, I need to wear formal from Wed to Sat! Took some pictures after I recovered from my anger....Thank You Shan for calling me... Now really feel like giving all HDz a BIG HUG!Hope everything goes smoothly... I am so TIRED... Blog now so early in the morning cause I slept from 6pm to 3am and I just completed doing my colouring pages for my project to stick them on our booth. So tired. another 1hr I need to go prepare myself to go school~ Take Care people~!! Miss ya all~!! *The Pooh Bear HDz gave to me come in handy for me to put sweets!! ^_^

early celebration for my 20th Birthday

2005-01-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

Recap on the happenings on 8th Jan 2005. Invited secondary school friends and poly friends.. Had a GREAT time... eating and laughing and cooking... yummy~!!!
Went to Music Underground after the BBQ thingy... Dance and dance... yo ah yo...
My eyes teared 3 times when I was there due to the smoke.. even at Mambo/MS/China Black, I wouldn't teared... funny...
I went back at around 4am and slept at 6.33am... After cleaning up the kitchen the guys have finished eating and bath... I slept till 5pm the next day...
Will show you guys the pictures took during that day... not very clear as my Digi cam not the very good type.. Thinking of asking my siblings to get me one digi cam as my present.. hahah... That's all.. rather short as now feeling tired... 20 liao.. hahaha.... Ira told me today "Shu Fang, Welcome to the 20's group.." hahaha
Take Care everyone~!!

Happy Birthday to Me~! Officially 20~!

2005-01-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

I hereby announced I am officially 20~!!! A whole new world for me to explore...
1st day of being 20 is going to school at 8.30am to do my Broadband lab... 2 weeks time lab test... Then had my 1st 20 yrs old lunch... which is mee soto with potatoe... hahaha... and ching teng... After that went to library to discuss for Technoprenuership thingy... I was so tired that I actually felt asleep standing in the train... I miss my stop.. when I woke up the doors just closed and heading towards Eunos.. Hahhaa.. this is the 3rd time happening to me...
Went home and watched TV for a while and went to take a nap as I was extremly tired.. Woke up at 5.30pm to prepare myself to meet HDz at Orchard Cineleisure..Thankz HDz for the sushi treat and the lovely cake... MUACKz`!! Took alot of snap shots.. Reallt appreciate it...!! I bought a pair of jeans at Giordano Boot Cut... My 1st pair of jeans.. present from my dad, as I ask $$ from him for getting a pair of jeans... =D
Love all my presents~!! Pooh Bear collections and some accessories... I would like to shout out loud "THANK YOU EVERYONE!!! FOR THE LOVE AND CARE YOU GUYS HAVE SHOWERED... BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I'M DOWN. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!! MU...ACKS... *^_^*"
Will upload the pictures.. Once again.. a BIG BIG THANK YOU!!!
THANK YOU to HDz and my mom for preparing all the delicious food...

last blog for age 19...

2005-01-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

hmm... this is my last blog entry for age 19.... hahahaha... The last day being 19 is tired... Slept at around 2.30am and I woke up at 7.33am to go to school just to see my FYP supervisor... My actual lesson starts at 12noon.. I'm already at school at 9am~ Went to see my supervisor etc.. then went to FC3 to buy some food.. I was so tired that I gave the Vendor $10 and I thought I gave him $5... and told him he gave me extra change... x_x"
I was really dead tired.. but than after my breakfast.. I was wide awake.. continued on my FYP and went for my lesson after that.. after lesson went back to project lab to do my FYP. Elective class was canceled today, as my lecturer was on course.
Today so forgetful, till I forgot to bring my spects to school when I was about to do my project. Eyes hurt abit.. but then after a while.. OK...
In a 1hr and 15mins, I'm officially 20. Stepping into Adulthood, feeling kinda excited plus worried... As now need to be much more independent than before, can't rely on my parents... My parents can now take a break, as their youngest children is turning 20!
Just wish everything goes smoothly for me this year and everyone stay happy and really WORLD PEACE. Thankz for coming my birthday.
Good Bye the old Fang². Welcome the 20 yrs old Fang²!! A whole new world for me to explore! *going to open my presents after 12am. ^_^ *

Last day of 2004 and Here comes 2005~!

2005-01-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1.30pm on the last day of 2004. Cause was dead tired on thursday cause Wednesday go CHIONG. No way I want to go clubbing during weekdays. Learn my lesson! Clean my room floor, mopped it. Room still in a mess. Von came to my place during afternoon and she drank with my brother, I also drank my Vodka Absolute the small bottle. I mix it with 7-Up. Played 2 rounds of Dai Dee with von and my brother. Then went to wrap the candle for 4/1 ppl. Went to bath then realise I was abit ZEC, head felt heavy... woo...
Went to take Bus 40 to go to Roy's house. I helped to cook the chicken wings and some other food. Squat for quite a long time took a stool to sit on it. We took picture, and we just looked like road side stall. And also looked like illegal immigrants having party at a corner, cause there was canves there and trees there... damn funny... Took Steve's car to ECP, his driving not bad... seeing all my friends all have liscene make me want to go learn driving too... HAIZ... Pei Yoke, Jeannie Rory and I was the 1st group to reach ECP. We called the 2nd group to wish them HAPPY NEW YEAR as they have not reached the place. We drank Coffee Bean, I bought the Chocolate Toffee, not bad the taste, then we took pictures.. I keep taking picture of myself till they say "Shu Fang VAIN sia..." hahahha.... Then eric called me Mdm Chin... (Thankz ERIC.. for calling that...) ._."
Went to walk around at ECP and ended up playing Bumper Car at 1am. Damn funny!!! Was COOL when each of us drive one bumper car and bang each other. We played 2 rounds and the 2nd round, I injured my albow... Cos the impact was so BIG that my elbow hit the steering wheel. WACK! ouch!!! Went back to Roy's house at 2am plus.. Sheena, Adeline Teh and I walked back to Roy's house. We were faster then those waiting for Steve to fetch them back to Roy's house.
When Steve was back with the others, he send Eric, Sheena and I off... He still remember where I stay... *grinz* Watched TV at my brother's room and chat with him when he's back. Felt so happy can chat with him like a friend... He and I have changed... more mature after he is back from France... chat with him about von... learn some things from him, which I can't express them in words. I slept at 6am on New YEar Day!!! hahahaha...!! I wished everyone GOOD HEALTH,SAFE & SOUND,HAPPY AT ALL TIMES and WORLD PEACE!!! *waiting for Mr Right too! *shy**
^do I looked like 20?? hahaha^
PS: Now my planning for this year is, maybe work after graduation and start studying again in year 2006... This is my current planning...

Happening last week for 2004

2005-01-01T23:01:00.000+08:00

Muahahha.... On wednesday (29/12/04), went to school for Technoprenuer group discussion for a product and were having lots of fun thinking of funny funny things... We were making so much noise at the discussion room. Biometric hand sensor, multi-purpose digger, white board clearner etc... Before that on the way to school, my friends then message me that change the time to 12noon instead of 10am at library. I was already on my way to school, at Raffles Place. (-_-") So I went to project lab to do my FYP. After the group discussion was already 2.40+pm. Then I went back to project lab to continue on my FYP. Then at 4pm went to LT18B to attend the briefing on the poster design for SPINNOVEX'05. After that met Pei Yoke at Dover toilet then went back with her. Met up with Shan and Von at Singapore Post. After that went to Parkway with Von to play pool. We played about an hour plus then after that went to the Ma La La Mian to eat the 'tang bao' and 'gou bu li bao zi'. Went home to take my dinner and suddenly my brother ask me what time my lesson starts on Thursday. I told him 9am then he laughed. I asked him why? then he told me he thought of asking me to go Mambo Jambo ZOUK. Then I hesitanted for a while, was thinking if I don't go, when will be the next time I can go with him. So I asked my mom "you see red light, amber light or green light?" then my mom replied "I see no light." then I rpelied "I see green light" hahaha... The went to take a shower and ask Reen if she want to join me, von and my brother along anot. Then von help me put on some make up. The queue was LONG!! Met my brother's friend, Jing Ming and Yan. Then Jing Ming asked me what would I do if a guy ask me for number, then I rpelied "like that loh" he say what Like That? Cannot... Must see him good looking anot 1st.. then I said, "nvm.. I'll just pull my brother and say this is my boyfriend" hahaha... My brother bought me Vodka Orange. Realyl had a GREAT time over there!! Shake here and there!! Retro! My favourite! Saw my brother dance so funny!! !st time felt so close to my brother. Really really appreciate the treat. Saw another side of him! The fun side of him. He asked me a few times if I'm enjoying myself anot. Then I told him I really did enjoy myself. Get to know this guy name Vincent, which He wants to get know Coreen. Hahaha~~ Saw the M.A.C 'sales girl' hahaha.... Dance at the dance floor when it was less crowded. It was FUN!!! HIGH man!!! Went home at 4am. Slept at 5am. Woke up at 7.30am then went to school. Was awake for the 1st 2 lessons. But after lunch, battery running LOW. Doze off during Lecture. Skip last lecture to do dicussion for Monday role play. Dicussion start from 3pm to 7.30pm! After that went to meet von at Parkway to take dinner. Korean dinner, kimchi soup! Went to meet Hui and wait for her to off work.
1. Took at ZOUK toilet!
2. @ the dance floor! woo~~
3. 1 new member of the Tai Taiz
4. My korean dinner! yummy!!